tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11379904679970303072024-03-13T10:42:21.901+08:00My WorldWelcome to my world where the reality is here.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.comBlogger91125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-70711257452243676622011-04-04T13:27:00.002+08:002011-04-04T13:52:24.274+08:00My second pregnancy..<div style="text-align: justify;">Salam..</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Dah lama sungguh tak menulis.. tahun ni baru first entry ni.. Dah bulan 4.. Hmmm.. How time flies.. Teringin nak menulis especially bila tengok kawan2 update blog.. Jeles jugak tapi masa langsung tak mengizinkan.. Sebenarnya banyak kerja nak settle ni.. but kepala dah jem ni.. ntah kenapa.. patut masa tengah tak banyak kelas ni la ambil peluang nak settle kerja banyak-banyak tapi nak buat macam mana.. kepala tak leh jalan.. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">antara reason yang dah lama menyepi sebab dok mabuk.. mabuk free.. hahahah bukan senang nak dapat.. hanya insan terpilih yang dapat mabuk free ni.. hahahahha.. Sebenarnya tak sangka pun pregnant.. Masalah jantung tak berapa stabil lagi tapi dah rezeki kan?? Anyway umur pun dah banyak ni.. tak boleh tunggu lama2.. yang kali ni pregnant pun dah terasa 'bahang'nya nak banding masa mengandung yang pertama dulu.. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Mula-mula tak tahu yang dah pregnant.. Ye la.. period pun tak regular sebab masih fully breastfeed Rania.. Tapi terasa lain bila dok emo semacam.. Sikit-sikit nak nangis.. sikit-sikit nak nangis.. Menda kecik pun nangis.. Pelik jugak la.. Tak pernah macam ni.. Tapi tak leh control.. senang je airmata nak meleleh.. So satu pagi buat la pregnancy test.. hmmm.. two blue lines.. kejut abang.. bagitau pregnant.. dia masa tuh still mengantuk baru balik kerja.. blur je masa tuh.. hahahhahahaha..</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Masa tau tuh baru 5 weeks.. tapi macam biasa we keep it quiet first.. Macam masa dapat Rania.. Takut jinx.. Ye la.. masa yang first pregnancy awal-awal dah bagitau orang (orang cina kata tak baik).. sekali takde rezeki.. Masuk je 6 minggu the morning sickness kicks in.. Kali ni seksa sebab at the same time kena jaga Rania yang dah makin lasak and nakal.. Yang bestnya every time balik rumah Mummy, mummy pelik kenapa lembik sangat.. every time dia bagi sepiring vitamins (konon-kononnya for the tiredness.. langsung tak pandang kat vitamin tuh..) mana taknya.. tekak rasa kembang semacam tengok semua tuh.. Bila nak muntah senyap2 je muntah dalam toilet.. bila bau busuk.. terus lari masuk bilik.. Last2 bagitau jugak kat mummy.. tak nak dia pelik lagi..</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">So journey muntah2 ni berterusan sampai minggu 14-15.. kali ni muntah makin teruk.. tak macam masa Rania.. badan sangat2 la tak larat.. kerja rumah memang out masa tuh.. biasa pantang tengok rumah sepah.. ni buat tak nampak je.. bangun pagi punya seksa.. macam kena heret je pergi sekolah.. muntah masa drive perkara biasa.. makan semua makan kat kedai.. langsung tak lalu masuk dapur..</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">sekarang ni muntah dah kurang dah.. muka pun tak macam zombie dah.. (ye la.. masa awal2 tu muka macam tak berdarah je pi sekolah..) Alhamdulillah.. Rasa lega sangat.. Hopefully lepas ni makin baik.. Cuma nanti dah nak hujung-hujung tuh biasa la.. penyakit lama akan datang balik.. ok la.. nak balik rumah dah.. nak cari menda nak makan.. tak tahan ngan makanan kantin.. bbblllluuuuuwwwwweeeeekkkkk... sangat tak sedap..</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com29tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-87365673083120770722010-11-28T00:07:00.002+08:002010-11-28T00:19:49.832+08:00Therapeutic..<div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; ">I had finished reading these 2 books in a week and a half.. Quite an achievement for me.. hahahah.. Last time I could finish reading a book in a day.. Really enjoyed myself..</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "><br /></span></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/TPEusDv_fjI/AAAAAAAAAms/D5slp5J291g/s1600/book-of-tomorrow.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/TPEusDv_fjI/AAAAAAAAAms/D5slp5J291g/s320/book-of-tomorrow.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5544263950725512754" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/TPEusJgzNmI/AAAAAAAAAmk/aUsnpYKFXZY/s1600/honeymoonhotel.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 199px; height: 306px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/TPEusJgzNmI/AAAAAAAAAmk/aUsnpYKFXZY/s320/honeymoonhotel.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5544263952272406114" /></a>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-10419678143147349082010-11-26T21:24:00.003+08:002010-11-26T22:42:05.080+08:00So many things.. So little time...Salam..<div><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">The tv is on.. But not watching it.. Something that had been my habit lately.. Switching it on just the sake of not wanting the house being quiet especially when my little princess is asleep.. I am so lucky to have her around.. At least I have someone with me while my life buddy goes to work every night.. Yupp.. My life buddy only works at night.. He will answer he is a "kupu-kupu malam" if anyone asking him.. Working in the music industry, especially with a boss who only works at night as the night brings the best of him so I could do nothing.. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Today I had an experience of my life time.. Taking care of 6 kids - 11 years old, 7 years old, 5 years old, 3 years old and 2 one year old babies was a blast.. There are times I could feel my heart beating so fast I could fall any time.. There were times I shut down from hearing all the screaming and crying for the sake of my heart.. Luckily angah came back just on time.. We took the kids to KLCC later today and we had quiet a enjoying time even though it was damn tiring.. The part I enjoyed most was spending time at Kinokuniya.. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">I love book stores.. Even when I was much younger.. Abah and Mak will swap toys with books.. I am now teaching Rania the same.. Every time I had the chance to visit a book store I will take her too.. Giving her books to hold on (sometimes not even buying it) so she will enjoy the smell of new books (like i do.. hahahahah).. Today I left Rania walking through the isle at Kinokuniya.. Picking up any books of her likings (and again not buying it) but I do buy 2 special books for my life buddy though.. Adding up his books collections.. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Actually I had missed few things that I use to love doing.. Reading for example.. Since my sis had pointed out that I might suffering pre-depression so I had looked out for depression signs.. One of the signs are "<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; font-size: 10px; line-height: 19px; "><strong>Loss of interest in daily activities. </strong><strong> </strong>No</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana; font-size: 10px; line-height: 22px; "> interest in former hobbies, pastimes, social activities, or sex. You’ve lost your ability to feel joy and pleasure." </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; ">Yupp.. I had loss interest in few things that I use to love before.. At first I thought it was because of Rania.. Because of my work load.. But I do think that my loss of interest is also due to depression.. So I am trying to beat it.. I had finished a paperback few days ago.. I frankly could not remember when I last read (and surely finish) reading one.. So I am trying my best doing things I love.. And surely one of it updating this blog.. Well.. So many things to do.. so little time.. But I can do it.. InsyaAllah..</span></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-81142807818901280852010-11-12T21:08:00.002+08:002010-11-12T21:13:35.325+08:00Tachycardia<div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 12.5px; line-height: 27px; "><b>T</b>his is what I am having now. Getting much better but serious observation must be done for the rest of my life. From our wiki..</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 12.5px; line-height: 27px; "><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 12.5px; line-height: 27px; "><b>Tachycardia</b> comes from the Greek words <b>tachys</b> (<i>rapid</i> or <i>accelerated</i>) and <i>kardia</i> (<i>of the heart</i>). Tachycardia typically refers to a <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heart_rate" title="Heart rate" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">heart rate</a> that exceeds the normal range for a resting heartrate (heartrate in an inactive or sleeping individual). It can be very dangerous depending on how hard the heart is working and the activity.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 12.5px; line-height: 27px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 23px; font-size: 12.5px; "><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; ">The upper threshold of a normal human heart rate is usually based upon age:<sup id="cite_ref-0" class="reference" style="line-height: 1em; font-weight: normal; font-style: normal; "><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tachycardia#cite_note-0" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; white-space: nowrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span>[</span>1<span>]</span></a></sup></p><ul style="line-height: 1.5em; list-style-type: square; margin-top: 0.3em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 1.5em; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; list-style-image: url(http://bits.wikimedia.org/skins-1.5/vector/images/bullet-icon.png?1); "><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; ">1–2 days: >159 beats per minute (bpm)</li><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; ">3–6 days: >166 bpm</li><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; ">1–3 weeks: >182 bpm</li><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; ">1–2 months: >179 bpm</li><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; ">3–5 months: >186 bpm</li><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; ">6–11 months: >169 bpm</li><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; ">1–2 years: >151 bpm</li><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; ">3–4 years: >137 bpm</li><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; ">5–7 years: >133 bpm</li><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; ">8–11 years: >130 bpm</li><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; ">12–15 years: >119 bpm</li><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; ">>15 years – adult: >100 bpm</li></ul><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; ">When the heart beats rapidly, the heart pumps less efficiently and provides less blood flow to the rest of the body, including the heart itself. The increased heart rate also leads to increased work and oxygen demand for the heart (<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Myocardium" title="Myocardium" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">myocardium</a>), which can lead to rate related <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ischemia" title="Ischemia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Ischemia</a> thus perhaps causing a heart attack (<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Myocardial_infarction" title="Myocardial infarction" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">myocardial infarction</a>) if it persists. This occurs because the decreased flow of necessary oxygen to the heart causes <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Myocardium" title="Myocardium" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">myocardial cells</a> to begin to die off. Acutely, this leads to <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angina_pectoris" title="Angina pectoris" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">angina</a>; and chronically to <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ischemic_heart_disease" title="Ischemic heart disease" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">ischemic heart disease</a>.<sup id="cite_ref-harrisons_1-0" class="reference" style="line-height: 1em; font-weight: normal; font-style: normal; "><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tachycardia#cite_note-harrisons-1" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; white-space: nowrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span>[</span>2<span>]</span></a></sup></p><h2 style="color: black; background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; font-weight: normal; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.6em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0.5em; padding-bottom: 0.17em; border-bottom-width: 1px; border-bottom-style: solid; border-bottom-color: rgb(170, 170, 170); width: auto; font-size: 23px; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span class="editsection" style="float: right; margin-left: 5px; font-size: 15px; ">[<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Tachycardia&action=edit&section=2" title="Edit section: Differential diagnosis" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">edit</a>]</span><span class="mw-headline" id="Differential_diagnosis">Differential diagnosis</span></h2><div class="thumb tright" style="margin-bottom: 0.8em; border-top-style: none; border-right-style: none; border-bottom-style: none; border-left-style: none; width: auto; background-color: transparent; clear: right; float: right; border-width: initial; border-color: initial; border-width: initial; border-color: initial; margin-top: 0.5em; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 1.4em; "><div class="thumbinner" style="min-width: 100px; border-top-width: 1px; border-right-width: 1px; border-bottom-width: 1px; border-left-width: 1px; border-top-style: solid; border-right-style: solid; border-bottom-style: solid; border-left-style: solid; border-top-color: rgb(204, 204, 204); border-right-color: rgb(204, 204, 204); border-bottom-color: rgb(204, 204, 204); border-left-color: rgb(204, 204, 204); padding-top: 3px !important; padding-right: 3px !important; padding-bottom: 3px !important; padding-left: 3px !important; background-color: rgb(249, 249, 249); font-size: 14px; text-align: center; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden; width: 222px; "><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Electrocardiogram_of_Ventricular_Tachycardia.png" class="image" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><img alt="" src="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/c/c4/Electrocardiogram_of_Ventricular_Tachycardia.png/220px-Electrocardiogram_of_Ventricular_Tachycardia.png" width="220" height="115" class="thumbimage" style="border-top-style: solid; border-right-style: solid; border-bottom-style: solid; border-left-style: solid; border-width: initial; border-color: initial; vertical-align: middle; border-top-width: 1px; border-right-width: 1px; border-bottom-width: 1px; border-left-width: 1px; border-top-color: rgb(204, 204, 204); border-right-color: rgb(204, 204, 204); border-bottom-color: rgb(204, 204, 204); border-left-color: rgb(204, 204, 204); background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); " /></a><div class="thumbcaption" style="border-top-style: none; border-right-style: none; border-bottom-style: none; border-left-style: none; border-width: initial; border-color: initial; text-align: left; line-height: 1.4em; padding-top: 3px !important; padding-right: 3px !important; padding-bottom: 3px !important; padding-left: 3px !important; font-size: 14px; "><div class="magnify" style="float: right; border-top-style: none !important; border-right-style: none !important; border-bottom-style: none !important; border-left-style: none !important; border-width: initial !important; border-color: initial !important; background-image: none !important; background-attachment: initial !important; background-origin: initial !important; background-clip: initial !important; background-color: initial !important; background-position: initial initial !important; background-repeat: initial initial !important; "><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Electrocardiogram_of_Ventricular_Tachycardia.png" class="internal" title="Enlarge" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none !important; background-attachment: initial !important; background-origin: initial !important; background-clip: initial !important; background-color: initial !important; display: block; border-top-style: none !important; border-right-style: none !important; border-bottom-style: none !important; border-left-style: none !important; border-width: initial !important; border-color: initial !important; background-position: initial initial !important; background-repeat: initial initial !important; "><img src="http://bits.wikimedia.org/skins-1.5/common/images/magnify-clip.png" width="15" height="11" alt="" style="border-top-style: none !important; border-right-style: none !important; border-bottom-style: none !important; border-left-style: none !important; border-width: initial; border-color: initial; vertical-align: middle; display: block; border-width: initial !important; border-color: initial !important; background-image: none !important; background-attachment: initial !important; background-origin: initial !important; background-clip: initial !important; background-color: initial !important; background-position: initial initial !important; background-repeat: initial initial !important; " /></a></div>12 lead <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Electrocardiogram" title="Electrocardiogram" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">electrocardiogram</a> showing a run of ventricular tachycardia (VT)</div></div></div><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; ">An <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Electrocardiogram" title="Electrocardiogram" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">electrocardiogram</a> (ECG) can help distinguish between the various types of tachycardias, generally distinguished by their site of pacemaker origin:</p><ul style="line-height: 1.5em; list-style-type: square; margin-top: 0.3em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 1.5em; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; list-style-image: url(http://bits.wikimedia.org/skins-1.5/vector/images/bullet-icon.png?1); "><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sinus_tachycardia" title="Sinus tachycardia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Sinus tachycardia</a>, which originates from the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sino-atrial_node" title="Sino-atrial node" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">sino-atrial (SA) node</a>, near the base of the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Superior_vena_cava" title="Superior vena cava" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">superior vena cava</a>.</li><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ventricular_tachycardia" title="Ventricular tachycardia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Ventricular tachycardia</a>, any tachycardia which originates in the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ventricle_(heart)" title="Ventricle (heart)" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">ventricles</a>.</li><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Supraventricular_tachycardia" title="Supraventricular tachycardia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Supraventricular tachycardia</a> (SVT), which is a tachycardia paced from the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atrium_(heart)" title="Atrium (heart)" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">atria</a> or the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atrioventricular_node" title="Atrioventricular node" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">AV node</a>. SVT rhythms include:<ul style="line-height: 1.5em; list-style-type: square; margin-top: 0.3em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 1.5em; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; list-style-image: url(http://bits.wikimedia.org/skins-1.5/vector/images/bullet-icon.png?1); "><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atrial_fibrillation" title="Atrial fibrillation" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Atrial fibrillation</a></li><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/AV_nodal_reentrant_tachycardia" title="AV nodal reentrant tachycardia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">AV nodal reentrant tachycardia</a> (AVNRT)</li><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/AV_reentrant_tachycardia" title="AV reentrant tachycardia" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">AV reentrant tachycardia</a> (AVRT)</li><li style="margin-bottom: 0.1em; "><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Junctional_tachycardia" title="Junctional tachycardia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Junctional tachycardia</a></li></ul></li></ul><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; ">Tachycardias may be classified as either <b>narrow complex tachycardias</b> (supraventricular tachycardias) or <b>wide complex tachycardias</b>. "Narrow" and "wide" refer to the width of the QRS complex on the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/ECG" title="ECG" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">ECG</a>. Narrow complex tachycardias tend to originate in the atria, while wide complex tachycardias tend to originate in the ventricles. Tachycardias can be further classified as either regular or irregular.</p><h3 style="color: black; background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; font-weight: bold; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.3em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0.5em; padding-bottom: 0.17em; border-bottom-width: initial; border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-color: initial; width: auto; font-size: 20px; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span class="editsection" style="float: right; margin-left: 5px; font-size: 15px; font-weight: normal; ">[<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Tachycardia&action=edit&section=3" title="Edit section: Sinus tachycardia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">edit</a>]</span><span class="mw-headline" id="Sinus_tachycardia">Sinus tachycardia</span></h3><div class="rellink relarticle mainarticle" style="font-style: italic; padding-left: 2em; margin-bottom: 0.5em; ">Main article: <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sinus_tachycardia" title="Sinus tachycardia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Sinus tachycardia</a></div><h3 style="color: black; background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; font-weight: bold; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.3em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0.5em; padding-bottom: 0.17em; border-bottom-width: initial; border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-color: initial; width: auto; font-size: 20px; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span class="editsection" style="float: right; margin-left: 5px; font-size: 15px; font-weight: normal; ">[<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Tachycardia&action=edit&section=4" title="Edit section: Ventricular tachycardia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">edit</a>]</span><span class="mw-headline" id="Ventricular_tachycardia">Ventricular tachycardia</span></h3><div class="rellink relarticle mainarticle" style="font-style: italic; padding-left: 2em; margin-bottom: 0.5em; ">Main article: <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ventricular_tachycardia" title="Ventricular tachycardia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Ventricular tachycardia</a></div><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; ">Ventricular tachycardia (VT or V-tach) is a potentially life-threatening cardiac arrhythmia that originates in the ventricles. It is usually a regular, wide complex tachycardia with a rate between 120 and 250 beats per minute. Ventricular tachycardia has the potential of degrading to the more serious <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ventricular_fibrillation" title="Ventricular fibrillation" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">ventricular fibrillation</a>. Ventricular tachycardia is a common, and often lethal, complication of a <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Myocardial_infarction" title="Myocardial infarction" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">myocardial infarction</a> (heart attack).</p><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><b>Exercise-induced ventricular tachycardia</b> is a phenomenon related to <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cardiac_arrest" title="Cardiac arrest" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">sudden deaths</a>, especially in patients with severe heart disease (<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ischemia" title="Ischemia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">ischemia</a>, acquired <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Valvular_heart_disease" title="Valvular heart disease" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">valvular heart</a>and <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Congenital_heart_disease" title="Congenital heart disease" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">congenital heart disease</a>) accompanied with left <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ventricle_(heart)" title="Ventricle (heart)" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">ventricular</a> <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dysfunction" title="Dysfunction" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">dysfunction</a>.<sup id="cite_ref-2" class="reference" style="line-height: 1em; font-weight: normal; font-style: normal; "><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tachycardia#cite_note-2" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; white-space: nowrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span>[</span>3<span>]</span></a></sup> A case of a death from exercise-induced VT was the death on a basketball court of <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hank_Gathers" title="Hank Gathers" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Hank Gathers</a>, the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Loyola_Marymount" title="Loyola Marymount" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Loyola Marymount</a> <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Basketball" title="Basketball" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">basketball</a> star, in March 1990.<sup id="cite_ref-3" class="reference" style="line-height: 1em; font-weight: normal; font-style: normal; "><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tachycardia#cite_note-3" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; white-space: nowrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span>[</span>4<span>]</span></a></sup></p><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; ">Both of these rhythms normally last for only a few <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Second" title="Second" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">seconds</a> to <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Minute" title="Minute" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">minutes</a> <i>(<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paroxysmal_tachycardia" title="Paroxysmal tachycardia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">paroxysmal tachycardia</a>)</i>, but if VT persists it is extremely dangerous, often leading to <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ventricular_fibrillation" title="Ventricular fibrillation" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">ventricular fibrillation</a>.</p><h3 style="color: black; background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; font-weight: bold; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.3em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0.5em; padding-bottom: 0.17em; border-bottom-width: initial; border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-color: initial; width: auto; font-size: 20px; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span class="editsection" style="float: right; margin-left: 5px; font-size: 15px; font-weight: normal; ">[<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Tachycardia&action=edit&section=5" title="Edit section: Supraventricular tachycardia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">edit</a>]</span><span class="mw-headline" id="Supraventricular_tachycardia">Supraventricular tachycardia</span></h3><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; ">This is a type tachycardia that originates from above the ventricles, such as the atria. It is sometimes known as paroxysmal atrial tachycardia (PAT). Several types of supraventricular tachycardia are known to exist.</p><div class="rellink relarticle mainarticle" style="font-style: italic; padding-left: 2em; margin-bottom: 0.5em; ">Main article: <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Supraventricular_tachycardia" title="Supraventricular tachycardia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Supraventricular tachycardia</a></div><h4 style="color: black; background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; font-weight: bold; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.3em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0.5em; padding-bottom: 0.17em; border-bottom-width: initial; border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-color: initial; width: auto; font-size: 18px; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span class="editsection" style="float: right; margin-left: 5px; font-size: 15px; font-weight: normal; ">[<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Tachycardia&action=edit&section=6" title="Edit section: Atrial fibrillation" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">edit</a>]</span><span class="mw-headline" id="Atrial_fibrillation">Atrial fibrillation</span></h4><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atrial_fibrillation" title="Atrial fibrillation" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Atrial fibrillation</a> is one of the most common cardiac arrhythmias. It is generally an irregular, narrow complex rhythm. However, it may show wide QRS complexes on the ECG if a <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bundle_branch_block" title="Bundle branch block" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">bundle branch block</a> is present. At high rates, the QRS complex may also become wide due to the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ashman_phenomenon" title="Ashman phenomenon" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Ashman phenomenon</a>. It may be difficult to determine the rhythm's regularity when the rate exceeds 150 beats per minute. Depending on the patient's health and other variables such as medications taken for rate control, atrial fibrillation may cause heart rates that span from 50 to 250 beats per minute (or even higher if an <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wolff-Parkinson-White_syndrome" title="Wolff-Parkinson-White syndrome" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">accessory pathway</a> is present). However, new onset atrial fibrillation tends to present with rates between 100 and 150 beats per minute.</p><h4 style="color: black; background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; font-weight: bold; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.3em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0.5em; padding-bottom: 0.17em; border-bottom-width: initial; border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-color: initial; width: auto; font-size: 18px; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span class="editsection" style="float: right; margin-left: 5px; font-size: 15px; font-weight: normal; ">[<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Tachycardia&action=edit&section=7" title="Edit section: AV nodal reentrant tachycardia (AVNRT)" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">edit</a>]</span><span class="mw-headline" id="AV_nodal_reentrant_tachycardia_.28AVNRT.29">AV nodal reentrant tachycardia (AVNRT)</span></h4><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/AV_nodal_reentrant_tachycardia" title="AV nodal reentrant tachycardia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">AV nodal reentrant tachycardia</a> is the most common reentrant tachycardia. It is a regular <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Supraventricular_tachycardia" title="Supraventricular tachycardia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">narrow complex tachycardia</a> that usually responds well to the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Valsalva_maneuver" title="Valsalva maneuver" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Valsalva maneuver</a> or the drug <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adenosine" title="Adenosine" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">adenosine</a>. However, unstable patients sometimes require synchronized <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cardioversion" title="Cardioversion" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">cardioversion</a>. Definitive care may include <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Catheter_ablation" title="Catheter ablation" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">catheter ablation</a>.</p><h4 style="color: black; background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; font-weight: bold; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.3em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0.5em; padding-bottom: 0.17em; border-bottom-width: initial; border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-color: initial; width: auto; font-size: 18px; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span class="editsection" style="float: right; margin-left: 5px; font-size: 15px; font-weight: normal; ">[<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Tachycardia&action=edit&section=8" title="Edit section: AV reentrant tachycardia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">edit</a>]</span><span class="mw-headline" id="AV_reentrant_tachycardia">AV reentrant tachycardia</span></h4><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; ">AV reentrant tachycardia (AVRT) requires an <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wolff-Parkinson-White_syndrome" title="Wolff-Parkinson-White syndrome" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">accessory pathway</a> for its maintenance. AVRT may involve orthodromic conduction (where the impulse travels down the AV node to the ventricles and back up to the atria through the accessory pathway) or antidromic conduction (which the impulse travels down the accessory pathway and back up to the atria through the AV node). Orthodromic conduction usually results in a narrow complex tachycardia, and antidromic conduction usually results in a wide complex tachycardia that often mimics <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ventricular_tachycardia" title="Ventricular tachycardia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">ventricular tachycardia</a>. Most <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antiarrhythmics" title="Antiarrhythmics" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">antiarrhythmics</a> are <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Contraindicated" title="Contraindicated" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">contraindicated</a> in the emergency treatment of AVRT, because they may paradoxically increase conduction across the accessory pathway.</p><h4 style="color: black; background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; font-weight: bold; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.3em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0.5em; padding-bottom: 0.17em; border-bottom-width: initial; border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-color: initial; width: auto; font-size: 18px; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span class="editsection" style="float: right; margin-left: 5px; font-size: 15px; font-weight: normal; ">[<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Tachycardia&action=edit&section=9" title="Edit section: Junctional tachycardia" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">edit</a>]</span><span class="mw-headline" id="Junctional_tachycardia">Junctional tachycardia</span></h4><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; ">Junctional tachycardia is an automatic tachycardia originating in the AV junction. It tends to be a regular, narrow complex tachycardia and may be a sign of digitalis toxicity.</p><h3 style="color: black; background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; font-weight: bold; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.3em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0.5em; padding-bottom: 0.17em; border-bottom-width: initial; border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-color: initial; width: auto; font-size: 20px; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span class="editsection" style="float: right; margin-left: 5px; font-size: 15px; font-weight: normal; ">[<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Tachycardia&action=edit&section=10" title="Edit section: Hemodynamic responses" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">edit</a>]</span><span class="mw-headline" id="Hemodynamic_responses">Hemodynamic responses</span></h3><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; "><span id="Reflex_tachycardia"></span>The body has several <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Feedback_mechanism" title="Feedback mechanism" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">feedback mechanisms</a> to maintain adequate blood flow and <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blood_pressure" title="Blood pressure" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">blood pressure</a>. If blood pressure decreases, the heart beats faster in an attempt to raise it. This is called <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reflex" title="Reflex" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">reflex</a> tachycardia. This can happen in response to a decrease in blood volume (through <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dehydration" title="Dehydration" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">dehydration</a> or <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bleeding" title="Bleeding" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">bleeding</a>), or an unexpected change in <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blood_flow" title="Blood flow" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">blood flow</a>. The most common cause of the latter is <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Orthostatic_hypotension" title="Orthostatic hypotension" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">orthostatic hypotension</a> (also called <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Postural_hypotension" title="Postural hypotension" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">postural hypotension</a>). <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fever" title="Fever" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Fever</a>, <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hyperventilation" title="Hyperventilation" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">hyperventilation</a> and severe <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Infections" title="Infections" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">infections</a> can also cause tachycardia, primarily due to increase in <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Metabolic" title="Metabolic" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">metabolic</a> demands.</p><h3 style="color: black; background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; font-weight: bold; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.3em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0.5em; padding-bottom: 0.17em; border-bottom-width: initial; border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-color: initial; width: auto; font-size: 20px; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span class="editsection" style="float: right; margin-left: 5px; font-size: 15px; font-weight: normal; ">[<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Tachycardia&action=edit&section=11" title="Edit section: Autonomic and endocrine" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">edit</a>]</span><span class="mw-headline" id="Autonomic_and_endocrine">Autonomic and endocrine</span></h3><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; ">An increase in <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sympathetic_nervous_system" title="Sympathetic nervous system" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">sympathetic nervous system</a> stimulation causes the heart rate to increase, both by the direct action of <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sympathetic_nerve" title="Sympathetic nerve" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">sympathetic nerve</a> fibers on the heart and by causing the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Endocrine" title="Endocrine" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">endocrine</a> system to release <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hormone" title="Hormone" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">hormones</a> such as <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Epinephrine" title="Epinephrine" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">epinephrine (adrenaline)</a>, which have a similar effect. Increased sympathetic stimulation is usually due to physical or psychological stress. This is the basis for the so-called <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fight-or-flight_response" title="Fight-or-flight response" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">"Fight or Flight"</a> response, but such stimulation can also be induced by <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stimulant" title="Stimulant" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">stimulants</a> such as <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ephedrine" title="Ephedrine" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">ephedrine</a>, <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amphetamines" title="Amphetamines" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">amphetamines</a>or <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cocaine" title="Cocaine" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">cocaine</a>. Certain <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Endocrine_disorders" title="Endocrine disorders" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">endocrine disorders</a> such as <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pheochromocytoma" title="Pheochromocytoma" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">pheochromocytoma</a> can also cause epinephrine release and can result in tachycardia independent nervous system stimulation. <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hyperthyroidism" title="Hyperthyroidism" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Hyperthyroidism</a> can also cause tachycardia.<sup id="cite_ref-AmbMed2003_4-0" class="reference" style="line-height: 1em; font-weight: normal; font-style: normal; "><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tachycardia#cite_note-AmbMed2003-4" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; white-space: nowrap; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span>[</span>5<span>]</span></a></sup></p><h2 style="color: black; background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; font-weight: normal; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.6em; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0.5em; padding-bottom: 0.17em; border-bottom-width: 1px; border-bottom-style: solid; border-bottom-color: rgb(170, 170, 170); width: auto; font-size: 23px; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; "><span class="editsection" style="float: right; margin-left: 5px; font-size: 15px; ">[<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Tachycardia&action=edit&section=12" title="Edit section: Management" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">edit</a>]</span><span class="mw-headline" id="Management">Management</span></h2><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; ">The management of tachycardia depends on the underlying cause.</p><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; ">If it is due to an underlying cardiac conduction abnormality chemical conversion (with <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antiarrhythmics" title="Antiarrhythmics" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">antiarrhythmics</a>), electrical conversion (giving external shocks to convert the heart to a normal rhythm) or use of drugs to simply control heart rate may be used.</p><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; ">If the tachycardia originates from the sinus node (sinus tachycardia), treatment of the underlying cause of sinus tachycardia is usually sufficient. On the other hand, if the tachycardia is of a potentially lethal origin (i.e.: ventricular tachycardia) treatment with anti arrhythmic agents or with electrical cardioversion may be required. Below is a brief discussion of some of the main tachyarrhythmias and their treatments.</p><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; ">The electrocardiac management of atrial fibrillation and atrial flutter is either through medications or electrical cardioversion. Pharmacologic management of these arrhythmias typically involves <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diltiazem" title="Diltiazem" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">diltiazem</a> or <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Verapamil" title="Verapamil" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">verapamil</a> as well as <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beta-blocker" title="Beta-blocker" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">beta-blocking agents</a> such as <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atenolol" title="Atenolol" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">atenolol</a>. The decision to use electrical cardioversion depends heavily on the hemodynamic stability of the presenting patient; in general those patients who are unable to sustain their systemic functions are electrically converted although conversion to a normal sinus rhythm can be performed with amiodarone. An interesting type of atrial fibrillation which must be carefully managed is when it appears in combination with<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wolff-Parkinson-White_syndrome" title="Wolff-Parkinson-White syndrome" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Wolff-Parkinson-White syndrome</a>. In this case, <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Calcium_channel_blockers" title="Calcium channel blockers" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">calcium channel blockers</a>, beta-blockers and <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Digoxin" title="Digoxin" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">digoxin</a> must be avoided to prevent precipitation of ventricular tachycardia. Here,<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Procainamide" title="Procainamide" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">procainamide</a> or <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quinidine" title="Quinidine" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">quinidine</a> are often used. Of note: patients who have been in atrial fibrillation for more than 48 hours should not be converted to normal sinus rhythm unless they have been <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anticoagulant" title="Anticoagulant" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">anti-coagulated</a> to an <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/International_normalized_ratio" title="International normalized ratio" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">INR</a> of 2-3 for at least 4 weeks. This is to help prevent blood clots <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Embolism" title="Embolism" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">embolizing</a> from the heart chambers to the rest of the body where they can cause adverse events like a <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stroke" title="Stroke" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">stroke</a>.</p><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; ">In the case of narrow complex tachycardias (junctional, atrial or paroxysmal), the treatment in general is to first give the patient <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adenosine" title="Adenosine" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">adenosine</a> (to slow conduction through the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/AV_node" title="AV node" class="mw-redirect" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">AV node</a>) and then perform <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Valsalva_maneuver" title="Valsalva maneuver" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">Valsalva maneuvers</a> to slow the rhythm. If this does not convert the patient, <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amiodarone" title="Amiodarone" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">amiodarone</a>, calcium channel blockers or beta-blockers are commonly employed to stabilize the patient. Again as in atrial fibrillation, if a patient is unstable, the decision to electrically cardiovert him/her should be made.</p><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; ">With wide complex tachyarrhythmias or ventricular tachyarrhythmias, in general most are highly unstable and cause the patient significant distress and would be electrically converted. However one notable exception is monomorphic ventricular tachycardia which patients may tolerate but can be treated pharmacologically with <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amiodarone" title="Amiodarone" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">amiodarone</a> or<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lidocaine" title="Lidocaine" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">lidocaine</a>.</p><p style="margin-top: 0.4em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.5em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.5em; ">Above all, the treatment modality is tailored to the individual, and varies based on the mechanism of the tachycardia (where it is originating from within the heart), on the duration of the tachycardia, how well the individual is tolerating the fast heart rate, the likelihood of recurrence once the rhythm is terminated, and any <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Comorbidity" title="Comorbidity" style="text-decoration: none; color: rgb(6, 69, 173); background-image: none; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">co-morbid conditions</a>the individual is suffering from.</p></span></span></div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-15133643082777765072010-11-07T21:58:00.001+08:002010-11-07T23:18:53.151+08:00Kecewa..<div style="text-align: justify;">Dalam hidup ini seringkali kita kecewa. Bermacam jenis kecewa yang pernah kita lalui. Kecewa dalam percintaan, kecewa dalam kehidupan, kecewa segala macam jenis kecewa. Malam ini saya kecewa. Kecewa dengan persekitaran yang menyesakkan.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Sudah hampir dua tahun saya mengajar di sekolah itu. Tahun lepas saya betul-betul kurang sihat. 9 bulan mengandungkan Rania bukan perkara yang senang. Mungkin ada yang mengandung tiada masalah. Tapi saya tidak, boleh dikatakan setiap hari saya akan muntah. Lembik. Lesu. Sudah tentu saya tidak dapat mempamerkan prestasi sebenar saya. Dalam hati ini membuak-buak perasaan kurang senang. Saya tahu saya boleh beri lebih lagi tapi badan saya tidak mampu melakukannya. Kalaulah mereka boleh tahu (atau mahu ambil tahu) bagaimana prestasi saya semasa di sekolah lama, sudah tentu mereka akan faham. Tapi mereka tidak mahu faham (ada yang mengatakan mereka faham - tapi saya ragu)</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Dalam masa seminggu ini saya kurang sihat lagi. Digagahi jua badan ini melakukan yang termampu. Dipaksa diri ini menyiapkan apa yang diminta walaupun hanya diri ini tahu betapa peritnya setiap saat yang berlalu. Semuanya kerana tugas. Semuanya dengan niat mahu halalkan setiap sen rezeki yang diterima setiap bulan untuk membesarkan anak. Dan yang penting semuanya Lillahitaala. Berapa kali dirasakan badan ini mahu tumbang. Berapa kali dirasakan kepala ini terlalu berat untuk berbuat apa-apa. Tapi masih digagahi juga. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Malam semalam akhirnya saya tumbang juga. Dalam kepenatan yang mencengkam, dalam kesakitan yang amat sangat, saya terjatuh dalam longkang. Untuk lindungi Rania, badan ini yang sakit-sakit. Kaki ini yang terseliuh. Kaki ini berdarah. Ditahan kesakitan yang amat sangat sepanjang 15 minit perjalanan. Mengalir juga air mata menahan kesakitan.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Pagi ini kepala makin berpusing. Hati ini memberontak ini ke sekolah menjalankan tugas. Kesian rakan sekumpulan sekiranya saya tidak hadir. Namun saya betul-betul tidak mampu. Kaki sudah semakin berkurangan sakitnya jadi saya ke klinik. Bercerita kepada tuan doktor masalah saya. Diambilnya tekanan darah dan kadar denyutan jantung. Terasa ada sesuatu yang tidak kena kerana doktor mengambil masa yang lama mencari kadar denyutan jantung. Muka tuan doktor semakin berkerut. Akhirnya dikhabarkan satu berita yang kurang baik. Kadar denyutan jantung saya terlalu laju. Tidak sekata dan ada disesetengah tempat kurang kedengaran. Aduh. Terus ditulis surat rujukan, diminta ke hospital segera. Tapi rasanya tidak mampu terus ke hospital. Siapa yang akan menemani Rania. Makan minumnya. Banyak yang perlu diuruskan.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Dalam menahan kesakitan ini, hati ini terluka. Bukan diminta jadi begini. Bukan dipinta untuk rasa begini. Semuanya ketentuanNya. Namun ada yang meragui, ada yang mempersoalkan, ada yang memperkatakan. Aduhai hati.. kuatlah hati.. tabahlah hati. Mereka tak mampu mengerti. Semoga mereka diberi petunjuk. Tapi hati ini tetap KECEWA. </div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-69504580840341873282010-09-13T16:44:00.002+08:002010-09-13T17:14:38.325+08:00Rania - 10 months...<div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; ">It has been ages since I last wrote something here. Even the last post was taken from somewhere else and I pasted it here. I am at Cameron Highlands now. Using my Hari Raya Holidays as a get away before starting my hectic life again. Everyone is sleeping, tired of our morning trip just now and later they will wake up feeling hungry again. Yupp this cold weather make us wanna eat every other hour.. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Rania is also asleep. Had just breastfed her hoping that she will sleep longer before we start another round of excursion later. At 10 months (well.. give and take 2,3 days) I am very proud that I breastfeed her 100%. She won't take any formula and alhamdulillah her growth is normal so I don't have to worry. Looking at her sleeping, there's a part of me saying that she is the reason I lost my passion. Yup.. Lost my passion in so many things. A good example is this blog, since I was carrying her, I lost my interest on writing. Not only that, I lost my interest in reading (I have few paperbacks that I have not touched since I bought it), lost my interest in photography (even abang also), and the list will go on and on. Why? Well I do admit she took most of my time. By the time she's asleep I will be damn tired to do anything. Is this normal or not?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Being a first time mother at 33, I admitted that I had to make a lot of adjustment in life. For example, holidays like this will be filled of lots activities, taking pictures, hiking, exploring etc. Or at least reading a book and enjoying the weather. It is not I am not enjoying my holidays but I like using my time for my lil princess. Every second of it. I am not complaining I am just so much in love with her. I don't even care how much I miss the fun before having her. </div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-15106965594413568422010-03-26T11:00:00.000+08:002010-03-26T11:01:08.873+08:00Dosa sebarkan fitnah<p>HATI adalah organ paling utama dalam tubuh manusia dan nikmat paling agung diberikan Allah sebagai titik untuk menilai keikhlasan. Di hati lahirnya niat yang menjadi penentu sesuatu amalan diterima sebagai pahala atau sebaliknya.</p> <p>Hati perlu dijaga dan dipelihara dengan baik supaya tidak rosak, sakit, buta, keras dan tidak mati bagi mengelak penyakit masyarakat yang berpunca daripada hati.</p> <p>Kerosakan pada hati membawa kepada kerosakan seluruh nilai hidup pada diri seseorang individu. Penyakit hati yang menyerang kebanyakan kita ialah penyakit fitnah, sama ada menjadi penyebar atau mudah mempercayai fitnah.</p> <p>Perbuatan fitnah adalah sebahagian perbuatan mengadu-domba yang mudah menyebabkan permusuhan dua pihak yang dikaitkan dengan fitnah berkenaan.</p> <p>Masyarakat yang dipenuhi budaya fitnah akan hidup dalam keadaan gawat. Sebelah pihak sibuk menyebarkan fitnah dan sebelah pihak lagi terpaksa berusaha menangkis fitnah itu.</p> <p>Natijah akibat perbuatan itu boleh mencetus persengketaan dan mungkin berakhir dengan tragedi kerugian harta benda dan nyawa. Individu yang suka menyebar fitnah sentiasa mencari kejadian atau berita boleh dijadikan bahan fitnah.</p> <p>Dengan sedikit maklumat, berita itu terus disebarkan melalui pelbagai saluran yang merebak dengan mudah. Berita sensasi, terutama berkaitan individu ternama dan selebriti mudah mendapat perhatian khalayak.</p> <p>Justeru, Allah memberi peringatan mengenai bahaya fitnah. Firman-Nya yang bermaksud: “<em>Dan fitnah itu lebih besar bahayanya daripada pembunuhannya</em>.†(Surah al-Baqarah, ayat 191)</p> <p>Apabila fitnah tersebar secara berleluasa, ia bermakna nilai agama sudah musnah dalam diri seseorang atau masyarakat. Islam bertegas tidak membenarkan sebarang bentuk fitnah biarpun untuk tujuan apa sekalipun.</p> <p>Rasulullah SAW bersabda bermaksud: “<em>Akan muncul suatu ketika di mana ilmu Islam dihapuskan, muncul pelbagai fitnah, berleluasa sifat kedekut dan banyak berlaku jenayah</em>.†(Hadis riwayat Muslim)</p> <p>Penyebaran fitnah mudah berlaku dalam era teknologi komunikasi moden sekarang. Kemudahan khidmat pesanan ringkas (SMS), laman web dan emel membolehkan penyebaran maklumat tanpa memerlukan bertemu secara berdepan, lebih mudah, cepat, meluas dan murah.</p> <p>Teknologi yang sepatutnya digunakan untuk kebaikan disalahgunakan untuk menyebarkan fitnah. Penyebaran fitnah melalui SMS yang berleluasa memaksa kerajaan menetapkan peraturan semua pemilik kad prabayar didaftarkan.</p> <p>Islam mempunyai kaedah lebih ketat bagi memastikan kebenaran sesuatu berita supaya tidak terperangkap dengan berita berunsur fitnah. Wajib bagi Muslim menghalusi setiap berita diterima supaya tidak terbabit dalam kancah berita berunsur fitnah.</p> <p>Sebarang berita diterima perlu dipastikan kesahihannya. Kebijaksanaan dan kewarasan fikiran amat penting digunakan bagi memastikan tidak terpedaya dengan berita berunsur fitnah.</p> <p>Firman Allah bermaksud: “<em>Wahai orang yang beriman, jika datang kepada kamu seorang fasik membawa sesuatu berita, maka selidik (untuk menentukan) kebenarannya, supaya kamu tidak menimpakan sesuatu kaum dengan perkara tidak diingini, dengan sebab kejahilan kamu (mengenainya) sehingga menyebabkan kamu menyesali perkara yang kamu lakukan</em>.†(Surah al-Hujurat, ayat 6)</p> <p>Banyak pihak yang turut terbabit menyebar fitnah sebenarnya tidak mempunyai sebarang kepentingan berkaitannya. Tetapi, disebabkan amalan menyebar fitnah sudah menjadi kebiasaan, banyak yang turut menyertainya dan seperti mendapat kepuasan daripada perbuatan itu.</p> <p>Fitnah biasanya disebarkan bertujuan memburukkan individu atau kumpulan. Pada masa sama, perbuatan itu dapat menonjolkan dirinya sebagai lebih baik dan lebih layak berbanding orang yang diburukkan itu.</p> <p><strong>Dosa membuat fitnah digolongkan sebagai dosa sesama manusia. Justeru, dosa itu tidak akan diampunkan Allah, melainkan orang yang difitnah itu memberi keampunan terhadap perbuatan itu.</strong></p> <p>Mungkin ramai menyangka perbuatan menyebarkan berita fitnah sekadar satu kesalahan kecil. Sebab itu, perbuatan seumpamanya dilakukan seperti tiada apa merugikan.</p> <p>Hakikatnya, <strong>dosa membuat fitnah menjauhkan diri dari syurga</strong>. Sabda Rasulullah SAW bermaksud: “<em>Tidak masuk syurga orang yang suka menyebarkan fitnah</em>.†(Hadis riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)</p> <p>Dosa menyebar fitnah umpama api membakar ranting kering kerana ia cepat merebak dan akan menjadi abu sepenuhnya. Dosa menyebar fitnah menyebabkan pahala terdahulu dihilangkan sehinggakan penyebar fitnah akan menjadi muflis di akhirat nanti.</p> <p>Penyebar khabar angin biasanya menyebut perkataan ‘dengar khabar’ mengenai berita yang disebarkan. Bagaimanapun, apabila berita tersebar daripada seorang ke seorang, maklumat yang belum sahih itu sudah hilang dan kemudian disebarkan seperti berita benar.</p> <p>Dalam Islam, sesuatu berita benar tetap tidak boleh disebarkan jika orang yang berkaitan cerita itu tidak mahu ia disebarkan kepada orang lain. Menyebarkan berita benar tetap dilarang, inikan pula menyebarkan berita tidak benar.</p> <p>Imam Ghazali dalam buku Ihya Ulumuddin menjelaskan perbuatan membocorkan rahsia orang lain dan menjejaskan kehormatannya dengan cara membuka rahsianya yang tidak mahu diketahui orang lain dianggap sebagai perbuatan mengadu-domba dan fitnah.</p> <p>Mengenai berita benar dan berita tidak benar yang disebarkan tanpa kebenaran atau kerelaan orang berkaitan, Rasulullah SAW bersabda bermaksud: “<em>Adakah kamu semua mengetahui apakah ghibah (mengumpat)? Sahabat menjawab: Allah dan Rasul-Nya lebih mengetahui. Lalu Baginda meneruskan sabdanya: Kamu berkata mengenai saudara kamu perkara yang tidak disenanginya. Lalu ditanya oleh seorang sahabat: Walaupun saya berkata perkara yang benar-benar berlaku pada dirinya?’ Rasulullah bersabda lanjut: “Jika kamu berkata mengenai perkara yang benar-benar berlaku pada dirinya bererti kamu mengumpatnya, jika perkara yang tidak berlaku pada dirinya bererti kamu memfitnahnya</em>.†(Hadis riwayat Abu Hurairah)</p> <p>Larangan mencari dan membocorkan rahsia orang lain jelas dilarang Allah seperti dijelaskan dalam firman-Nya bermaksud: “<em>Dan janganlah kamu mengintip atau mencari-cari kesalahan dan keaiban orang lain</em>.†(Surah al-Hujurat, ayat 12)</p> <p>Justeru, setiap Muslim perlu bijak menilai sesuatu berita bagi mengelak daripada menerima dan kemudian menyebarkan sesuatu berita berunsur fitnah.</p> <p>Perkara pertama perlu diberi perhatian untuk memastikan kesahihan berita ialah memastikan sumber berita itu, yakni siapakah yang mula menyebarkan berita dan rantaian orang yang membawa berita itu.</p> <p>Umat Islam tentu tidak lupa pada sejarah menyebabkan kematian khalifah ketiga kerajaan Islam di Madinah iaitu Uthman Affan, yang berpunca daripada fitnah disebarkan kumpulan ekstremis agama.</p> <p>Penyebaran fitnah turut menjadi penyebab kepada peperangan sesama Islam atau perang saudara ketika zaman pemerintahan Saidina Ali dan zaman selepas itu.</p> <p>Fitnah juga meruntuhkan kekuatan Bani Umaiyah malah, sejarah kejatuhan empayar besar kerajaan Melayu Melaka tidak terkecuali kerana fitnah. Ubat bagi penyakit hati ialah dengan memperbanyakkan taubat dan selalu berzikir.</p>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-66631542681826126122009-09-29T19:06:00.003+08:002009-09-29T19:56:34.378+08:00My little one..<div style="text-align: justify;">My last post in this blog was written when I was on medical leave due to my d&c. My life buddy persuaded me to write about our <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">bali</span> trip just to make me not to think about our lost. The <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">bali</span> trip story is still not finished until now.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Few months back my life buddy asked me.. '<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">kenapa</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">dah</span> lama <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">tak</span> update blog? <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">dulu</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">macam</span>-<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">macam</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">cerita</span> you <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">tulis</span>.. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">sekarang</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">kenapa</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">tak</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">tulis</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">dah</span>?' and I answered.. '<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">sebab</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">sekarang</span> i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">cerita</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">kat</span> you..' and he smiled.. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">Yupp</span> it's true that most stories that I should have written in this blog I had shared with him especially on our early morning talks. My daily schedule is totally different with his. I wake up early every morning to go to school while he is still sleeping. When I come back from school he will be away to work, either at mummy's place or any other studios he will not be home until very late at night. So every time I had the chance to spend with him, I will not spare every second. On weekends or public holidays when I am not on duty (my warden duty) we will spend the morning to keep up with each other. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">After full recovery from my d&c I had spent most of my time doing my school work. Working over my grief. It helps a lot. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">Without</span> knowing when or how, I started not feeling good, feeling tired all the time and so on. It was when I went to <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">Ipoh</span> for a course I could feel that I am pregnant again. And a test on a blue stick proves it. Worried that the same thing will happen again, I had my first check up when I was 6 weeks pregnant. At that time my life buddy did not want to tell anyone about the good news because he was afraid that the same thing will happen. I still remembered it clearly '<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">tunggu</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">sampai</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">ada</span> heart beat <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">baru</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">cakap</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">kat</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">orang</span>' he reminded me over and over again. And this pregnancy is not a smooth one too. Been on bed rest for 3 different occasions, still <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">vomiting</span> until now and many more. This week is my 32<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">nd</span> week of pregnancy and after going through so many things (and still is) I am glad I made it. Thanks to my life buddy, my family and close friends for the support.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">Few moms might have a smooth sail on their pregnancy and some might not. Mine was not so smooth but I cherished every second of it. Feeling the baby moves in my tummy is just a miracle, especially now when he/she is getting bigger and stronger. My life buddy decided not wanting to know the gender of the baby. He wants it as a surprise but I am the one having problem doing the shopping. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">Hehehehehhe</span>.. all universal colours. What to do..</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">As I thought I was going to end this beautiful period I was to make another decission for the both of us. As most of the mums to be would like a normal birth, I would like one too.. But due to some medical condition I was asked to do a c-sect. For my precious little one.. I will do anything for you sayang... To be continued.. Need to go for my warden duty.. Might be the last duty before I am off for my cuti bersalin...</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-82132429998570703212009-02-09T20:53:00.015+08:002009-02-09T23:07:30.623+08:00My Bali Trip - Part 3<div style="text-align: justify;">It was the last day we stayed at Ayu Beach Inn. I had planned for the next stay at Ubud. We had our breakfast at the cafe and hubby took few pictures of the Inn. It was a nice place to stay, clean, quite cheap and very near to the beach. I heard few tourists stayed for weeks or months there. Here are few pictures of the Inn.<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAoyg73aWI/AAAAAAAAAck/MBs7x27ltpI/s1600-h/IMG_0063.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 173px; height: 130px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAoyg73aWI/AAAAAAAAAck/MBs7x27ltpI/s200/IMG_0063.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300781609714674018" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAoyhckTqI/AAAAAAAAAcs/cq2ewiS00SI/s1600-h/IMG_0126.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 174px; height: 130px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAoyhckTqI/AAAAAAAAAcs/cq2ewiS00SI/s200/IMG_0126.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300781609851834018" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAoy_d8qGI/AAAAAAAAAc0/ob35NfJ6r3s/s1600-h/IMG_0130.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 173px; height: 130px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAoy_d8qGI/AAAAAAAAAc0/ob35NfJ6r3s/s200/IMG_0130.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300781617910687842" border="0" /></a><br />Ayu Beach Inn : From the inside of the room, the pool at the cafe and from outside of our room<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAoyx4ruNI/AAAAAAAAAdE/xZCikQFH2HQ/s1600-h/IMG_0134.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 175px; height: 131px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAoyx4ruNI/AAAAAAAAAdE/xZCikQFH2HQ/s200/IMG_0134.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300781614264727762" border="0" /> </a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAz-eZPvgI/AAAAAAAAAfs/Dtyw1WX_pSQ/s1600-h/IMG_0133.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 172px; height: 130px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAz-eZPvgI/AAAAAAAAAfs/Dtyw1WX_pSQ/s200/IMG_0133.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300793909818932738" border="0" /> </a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZA0hTsv8QI/AAAAAAAAAf0/iNQnIiFir0Q/s1600-h/IMG_0131.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 172px; height: 129px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZA0hTsv8QI/AAAAAAAAAf0/iNQnIiFir0Q/s200/IMG_0131.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300794508243366146" border="0" /></a><br />The pool in front and the Inn's compund... My crocodile hunter posing before we leave Kuta<br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">For the day, we had actually made a mistake. The driver of the Inn offered to send us to Ubud and stopped at few attractive places for IDR300,000. He promised that he will wait until we found a place to stay at Ubud. We took the offer where later we realised it should be cheaper. To any travellers to Bali, there are many travel agent offering services like this. So ask around and take the best offer. So back to the journey, we stopped at 3 places, the first one at the batik village, could not remember the village's name. The batik's are sold in USD, very expensive. The next stop was kampung celuk, famous for its silver. We stopped at one of the shops, if you wanna buy something, please bargain. They also had a very wide selection of old keris. The last stop was Batu Bulan, the village which is famous for its stone carving. The carving was a bit spooky for me.<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAtgsRPtrI/AAAAAAAAAdM/NrmftFxN68Q/s1600-h/IMG_0142.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 167px; height: 125px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAtgsRPtrI/AAAAAAAAAdM/NrmftFxN68Q/s200/IMG_0142.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300786801077630642" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAtgmnihbI/AAAAAAAAAdU/lNmbtTx_ZhY/s1600-h/IMG_0145.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 169px; height: 126px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAtgmnihbI/AAAAAAAAAdU/lNmbtTx_ZhY/s200/IMG_0145.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300786799560525234" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAw-6WK9eI/AAAAAAAAAfc/c-MtNNR9lB4/s1600-h/RNL_0149.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 189px; height: 126px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAw-6WK9eI/AAAAAAAAAfc/c-MtNNR9lB4/s200/RNL_0149.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300790618787345890" border="0" /></a><br />The scenery taken from the van, at the batik factory and kampung celuk.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAw_bJeN6I/AAAAAAAAAfk/zD-H7R4R-Cw/s1600-h/RNL_0152.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 127px; height: 190px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAw_bJeN6I/AAAAAAAAAfk/zD-H7R4R-Cw/s200/RNL_0152.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300790627592452002" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAtghauGnI/AAAAAAAAAdc/SSaTuKkETn4/s1600-h/IMG_0147.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 196px; height: 148px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAtghauGnI/AAAAAAAAAdc/SSaTuKkETn4/s200/IMG_0147.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300786798164580978" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAtg4jvyPI/AAAAAAAAAdk/TQBCDZXh_to/s1600-h/IMG_0149.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 198px; height: 148px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAtg4jvyPI/AAAAAAAAAdk/TQBCDZXh_to/s200/IMG_0149.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300786804376455410" border="0" /></a><br />Keris at kampung celuk and stone carving at Batu Bulan<br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Just before noon we arrived at Ubud, a small town in the middle of Bali. A very quiet place and tourist just love to be there to rest. We stopped at few nice hotels where the price was quite good but we just want something very simple and cheaper. I read about Sania's house a try to look out for it. It is situated at a very small alley but the place is very beautiful. Again we paid IDR150,000 per night to stay there. We paid for 2 nights. Our room had a queen bed and a single bed. The toilet was with hot water as Ubud could be very cold at times. The staffs are very friendly especially Wayan. Tea will be serve in a flask at your room. We took our nap as soon as we checked in.<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAthDAUdAI/AAAAAAAAAds/NVfEV3wHZSs/s1600-h/IMG_0151.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 184px; height: 142px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAthDAUdAI/AAAAAAAAAds/NVfEV3wHZSs/s200/IMG_0151.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300786807180653570" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZA6rLUZHNI/AAAAAAAAAf8/z7ihMt7R598/s1600-h/IMG_0152.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 190px; height: 142px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZA6rLUZHNI/AAAAAAAAAf8/z7ihMt7R598/s200/IMG_0152.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300801274862181586" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAusnLBcjI/AAAAAAAAAd0/9hCob--tQMs/s1600-h/IMG_0153.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 137px; height: 183px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAusnLBcjI/AAAAAAAAAd0/9hCob--tQMs/s200/IMG_0153.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300788105379410482" border="0" /></a><br />Inside of the room and the tea.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">We took a walk that afternoon while hunting for halal food. We found a small restaurant nearby and ate. After that we went to Pasar Ubud. Lots of souvenir could be found here and people claims that it was the best place to shop for souvenirs but we found out we could find souvenirs somewhere else. We took a dip at the pool that evening and the water was cold!! We had fun relaxing in the pool. Ubud is a town that sleeps quite early. Nothing much to do at night except few traditional dance show. We ate instant noodle that night as halal restaurant is quite far.<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAusvRpSLI/AAAAAAAAAd8/09Trtu5vP-0/s1600-h/IMG_0154.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 172px; height: 129px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAusvRpSLI/AAAAAAAAAd8/09Trtu5vP-0/s200/IMG_0154.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300788107554670770" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAvvieduDI/AAAAAAAAAe0/rqQpbURgHLE/s1600-h/IMG_0169.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 172px; height: 129px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAvvieduDI/AAAAAAAAAe0/rqQpbURgHLE/s200/IMG_0169.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300789255170013234" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAvvkv-gUI/AAAAAAAAAe8/iQJ4qCutCMg/s1600-h/IMG_0170.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 172px; height: 129px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAvvkv-gUI/AAAAAAAAAe8/iQJ4qCutCMg/s200/IMG_0170.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300789255780335938" border="0" /></a><br />Streets of Ubud<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAuspA3gGI/AAAAAAAAAeE/ucA3Aw_Igiw/s1600-h/IMG_0157.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 129px; height: 172px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAuspA3gGI/AAAAAAAAAeE/ucA3Aw_Igiw/s200/IMG_0157.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300788105873686626" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAus9iAYOI/AAAAAAAAAeU/uZWILuIGVkc/s1600-h/IMG_0160.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 129px; height: 171px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAus9iAYOI/AAAAAAAAAeU/uZWILuIGVkc/s200/IMG_0160.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300788111381389538" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAusmYrC-I/AAAAAAAAAeM/IHlWI7UTXi0/s1600-h/IMG_0159.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 129px; height: 172px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAusmYrC-I/AAAAAAAAAeM/IHlWI7UTXi0/s200/IMG_0159.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300788105168227298" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAvvVg5QnI/AAAAAAAAAec/Gh5uT9Gos68/s1600-h/IMG_0162.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 130px; height: 173px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAvvVg5QnI/AAAAAAAAAec/Gh5uT9Gos68/s200/IMG_0162.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300789251690545778" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAvvRV5M8I/AAAAAAAAAek/ZPO9jW9y4f0/s1600-h/IMG_0165.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAvvRV5M8I/AAAAAAAAAek/ZPO9jW9y4f0/s200/IMG_0165.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300789250570662850" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAvvclP4RI/AAAAAAAAAes/lWr7xjf3jy8/s1600-h/IMG_0166.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAvvclP4RI/AAAAAAAAAes/lWr7xjf3jy8/s200/IMG_0166.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300789253587853586" border="0" /></a><br />Our lunch that day!!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZBAeGjC9MI/AAAAAAAAAgM/k3eF3EsSr44/s1600-h/IMG_0179.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 166px; height: 124px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZBAeGjC9MI/AAAAAAAAAgM/k3eF3EsSr44/s200/IMG_0179.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300807647312934082" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAw-dOzXkI/AAAAAAAAAfE/EJA434Enncc/s1600-h/IMG_0176.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 168px; height: 127px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAw-dOzXkI/AAAAAAAAAfE/EJA434Enncc/s200/IMG_0176.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300790610971811394" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZBAdxb7-YI/AAAAAAAAAgE/mSvulTXo8sU/s1600-h/IMG_0175.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 171px; height: 128px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZBAdxb7-YI/AAAAAAAAAgE/mSvulTXo8sU/s200/IMG_0175.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300807641645971842" border="0" /></a><br />Kids parading on promoting a new restaurant and Pasar Ubud<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAw-zb-cbI/AAAAAAAAAfM/qAeK8MrKDkc/s1600-h/IMG_0183.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 169px; height: 127px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAw-zb-cbI/AAAAAAAAAfM/qAeK8MrKDkc/s200/IMG_0183.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300790616932643250" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZBCW96vd6I/AAAAAAAAAgc/HGO2hUD02SI/s1600-h/IMG_0184.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 168px; height: 127px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZBCW96vd6I/AAAAAAAAAgc/HGO2hUD02SI/s200/IMG_0184.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300809723760572322" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAw-xujFVI/AAAAAAAAAfU/iE16Mqgvs6I/s1600-h/IMG_0186.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 169px; height: 128px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SZAw-xujFVI/AAAAAAAAAfU/iE16Mqgvs6I/s200/IMG_0186.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300790616473670994" border="0" /></a><br />the night walk... The theater for traditional dances (IDR80,000) and the makciks...Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-55252525894589775982009-02-09T10:38:00.018+08:002009-02-09T23:21:09.952+08:00My Bali Trip - Part 2<div style="text-align: justify;">On the second day I had planned for few destination. We had breakfast at the Inn, yup the RM45 (IDR150,000) per night is inclusive with breakfast. I had finally had a good look at the surrounding of the Inn. Quite beautiful but the best was it was clean. Bali architecture could be seen around us. The breakfast wasn't much. It was banana pancake day. We had free flow of coffee and tea also tropical fruits. There were an old couple having breakfast with us.<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-tRMkGhNI/AAAAAAAAAY8/ihXf8j_tpGs/s1600-h/IMG_0072.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 173px; height: 129px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-tRMkGhNI/AAAAAAAAAY8/ihXf8j_tpGs/s200/IMG_0072.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300645797380392146" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-tRN5PCNI/AAAAAAAAAZE/_L6Pn899HS8/s1600-h/IMG_0074.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 174px; height: 130px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-tRN5PCNI/AAAAAAAAAZE/_L6Pn899HS8/s200/IMG_0074.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300645797737466066" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-tRW3iAdI/AAAAAAAAAZM/Ue1GQkID0hY/s1600-h/IMG_0078.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 173px; height: 129px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-tRW3iAdI/AAAAAAAAAZM/Ue1GQkID0hY/s200/IMG_0078.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300645800146239954" border="0" /></a><br />The breakfast at the Inn.. The Morning beach walk and my walking companion..<br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">We decided to take a walk first before rent up a bike for our tour for the day. We went to Kuta beach to shoot few photos. The day just had began, surfers started their day freshening up playing with the waves. Few beginner surfer learning from the surf school you can found all stretch of Kuta beach. It was enjoying and the view was great. It rains a bit following the wind.<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-tyIZQ_uI/AAAAAAAAAZU/m2Dnu-BWBs4/s1600-h/IMG_0079.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 174px; height: 130px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-tyIZQ_uI/AAAAAAAAAZU/m2Dnu-BWBs4/s200/IMG_0079.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300646363196882658" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-tyEpo06I/AAAAAAAAAZc/FkjJdKvqYT0/s1600-h/IMG_0083.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 174px; height: 130px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-tyEpo06I/AAAAAAAAAZc/FkjJdKvqYT0/s200/IMG_0083.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300646362191811490" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-tyYCcMdI/AAAAAAAAAZk/ifiUYcr_FQk/s1600-h/IMG_0084.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 173px; height: 129px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-tyYCcMdI/AAAAAAAAAZk/ifiUYcr_FQk/s200/IMG_0084.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300646367396114898" border="0" /></a><br />At the expensive hotel at Nusa Dua and our lunch..<br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">We continued our morning walk along the beach and had been approached by some local selling stuff and offering something like "gores dan menang".. yupp... you will find lots people along Kuta beach doing this. At first we resisted but at last we accepted a guy offer. Then the story begins... we picked up two cards, one of it was for free t-shirt and the other one was with a bigger price but we had to go to the hotel to pick up the prize. All expenses paid. So we agreed and the guy and headed to Nusa Dua. Due to certain regulation that we could not fulfill, we did not get anything just discount vouchers. Well, we took it as a free tour for us, Nusa Dua offered high end of hotels, very expensive but the beaches are beautiful.<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">We went back to Kuta, had our lunch at a Halal stall one of the foodcourt nearby Kuta beach. The price was ok, KL standard and the food was good. We rent up a bike for the rest of the day. It cost us IDR50,000 (rm15) for a day. To any traveller to Bali, don't ever buy petrol at the stalls along the street. Head up to any petrol station (PERTAMINA) because it cheaper. We paid IDR18,000 for 2++litre of petrol.<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-ujeMj_8I/AAAAAAAAAZs/OddQmn3GU_Q/s1600-h/IMG_0085.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 173px; height: 130px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-ujeMj_8I/AAAAAAAAAZs/OddQmn3GU_Q/s200/IMG_0085.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300647210862772162" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-ujjHmGwI/AAAAAAAAAZ0/Y-Fy4iwGYpU/s1600-h/IMG_0088.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 174px; height: 130px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-ujjHmGwI/AAAAAAAAAZ0/Y-Fy4iwGYpU/s200/IMG_0088.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300647212184115970" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-ujgLJIZI/AAAAAAAAAZ8/dGkmKY1dlf0/s1600-h/IMG_0089.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 173px; height: 130px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-ujgLJIZI/AAAAAAAAAZ8/dGkmKY1dlf0/s200/IMG_0089.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300647211393687954" border="0" /></a><br />The bike, filling in petrol and the scenery taken while on the bike!!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">With a map on my hand, we went to Denpasar. The signboards were bad, just don't trust them to much. Anyhow we took it as sight seing so we don't mind getting lost. Heheheheheh.. we visited Denpasar's Art Centre when it rains again. It was raining season that time but it does not slow us down.<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-vYRAeNQI/AAAAAAAAAaE/Z0UwQVPtF54/s1600-h/RNL_0017.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 124px; height: 184px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-vYRAeNQI/AAAAAAAAAaE/Z0UwQVPtF54/s200/RNL_0017.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300648117855466754" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-vYamr_yI/AAAAAAAAAaM/dQxR1iPFr3k/s1600-h/RNL_0020.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 123px; height: 184px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-vYamr_yI/AAAAAAAAAaM/dQxR1iPFr3k/s200/RNL_0020.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300648120431673122" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-vYRyzBaI/AAAAAAAAAaU/JqyoYhkahtA/s1600-h/RNL_0021.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 125px; height: 186px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-vYRyzBaI/AAAAAAAAAaU/JqyoYhkahtA/s200/RNL_0021.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300648118066546082" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-x48AbF7I/AAAAAAAAAbM/BuobHADWbfo/s1600-h/RNL_0030.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 124px; height: 184px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-x48AbF7I/AAAAAAAAAbM/BuobHADWbfo/s200/RNL_0030.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300650878177056690" border="0" /></a><br />Denpasar Art Centre<br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">From Denpasar, we went to Uluwatu. The famous temple on the cliff. Uluwatu is a must visit place at Bali. You need to pay a little amount for entrence fee (IDR3000 = RM0.90 and the bike IDR2,000). A guide will follow us around the area. The guide had warned us about the naughty monkeys there. The monkeys will grab anything that is shiny such as jewellery, sun glasses, spectacles, hat etc. We had our taste of it when my hubby was taking pictures the Balinese going to pray when this naughty monkey took his spectacles. It was in just seconds when there was a woman returned the spectacles back and asking for tips. We paid IDR10,000 for that (we wanted to pay lesser but the guide does not let us!!)<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-x412vX0I/AAAAAAAAAbU/kLHX1fin3n0/s1600-h/RNL_0041.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 124px; height: 186px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-x412vX0I/AAAAAAAAAbU/kLHX1fin3n0/s200/RNL_0041.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300650876525829954" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-x431iuOI/AAAAAAAAAbc/GgzPP8g6F48/s1600-h/RNL_0044.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 124px; height: 186px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-x431iuOI/AAAAAAAAAbc/GgzPP8g6F48/s200/RNL_0044.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300650877057677538" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-y3Tm3QSI/AAAAAAAAAbk/NyIBNe9sgT0/s1600-h/RNL_0047.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 124px; height: 186px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-y3Tm3QSI/AAAAAAAAAbk/NyIBNe9sgT0/s200/RNL_0047.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300651949664190754" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-y3sIXW6I/AAAAAAAAAbs/q-U9mcRyRkg/s1600-h/RNL_0070.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 124px; height: 186px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-y3sIXW6I/AAAAAAAAAbs/q-U9mcRyRkg/s200/RNL_0070.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300651956247157666" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-wS1cLPJI/AAAAAAAAAac/vzLmi3tRzkA/s1600-h/RNL_0034.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 174px; height: 118px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-wS1cLPJI/AAAAAAAAAac/vzLmi3tRzkA/s200/RNL_0034.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300649124067753106" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-wS36WOXI/AAAAAAAAAak/DtGCDYbdVTg/s1600-h/RNL_0042.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 172px; height: 115px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-wS36WOXI/AAAAAAAAAak/DtGCDYbdVTg/s200/RNL_0042.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300649124731173234" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-wTDq7EHI/AAAAAAAAAas/pvw9tfVEMSY/s1600-h/RNL_0052.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 173px; height: 115px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-wTDq7EHI/AAAAAAAAAas/pvw9tfVEMSY/s200/RNL_0052.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300649127887704178" border="0" /></a><br />Scenery from Uluwatu and the stupid monkey...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">We kept our eyes later after the incident and found out that lady was everywhere. She had a bag of fruits with her and everytime a monkey stold something from the tourist she will give the fruit and the monkey will return the stuff. It was like trading or to be exect, bribing!! Stupid monkeys!! The scenery was beautiful, we decided not to watch the Kecak dance because it will cost us IDR50,000 per ticket. We watch from a far, tried to take pictures from Man's 400mm but it turned out a bit blur because it was drizzling.<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-xAmJyt9I/AAAAAAAAAa0/2mkmfY-kSus/s1600-h/IMG_0099.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 168px; height: 125px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-xAmJyt9I/AAAAAAAAAa0/2mkmfY-kSus/s200/IMG_0099.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300649910238099410" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-xA6QYsaI/AAAAAAAAAa8/ezNc5C-UKVk/s1600-h/IMG_0100.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 169px; height: 126px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-xA6QYsaI/AAAAAAAAAa8/ezNc5C-UKVk/s200/IMG_0100.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300649915634463138" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-xA98cpgI/AAAAAAAAAbE/PBk91DdFEL4/s1600-h/RNL_0063.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 187px; height: 126px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-xA98cpgI/AAAAAAAAAbE/PBk91DdFEL4/s200/RNL_0063.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300649916624578050" border="0" /></a><br />It was raining... My hubby in action and Kecak dance from far...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">From Uluwatu we went straight to Jimbaran Bay.. oh my.. my favourite place of all. Jimbaran Bay had a row of Seafood restaurant and the food was yummy. It made our Umbai (Melaka) or any Ikan Bakar place looks like s*#@. You need to pick what you want to eat, they will "bakar" it with sambal. The rice, vegetables, dessert and peanuts are on the house. There are 4 different "pencicah" and we like only two of it. Anyway it gives us more choices!! The tables are arranged on the beach and we took the one near to the water. It was beautiful!! Later I realised it was our first candle light dinner for us. We ate until we could not take it anymore. The food could fed 4-5 person. The service was good, the food was excellent, the place was beautiful and we paid only IDR199,000 (less than rm60).. Damn..!! it was good and cheap!!<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-3W0F33hI/AAAAAAAAAb0/IH0XL3Tr3f8/s1600-h/RNL_0071.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 186px; height: 125px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-3W0F33hI/AAAAAAAAAb0/IH0XL3Tr3f8/s200/RNL_0071.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300656889006644754" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-3yBcD2RI/AAAAAAAAAcc/dIw3tEaenvI/s1600-h/IMG_0119.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 166px; height: 125px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-3yBcD2RI/AAAAAAAAAcc/dIw3tEaenvI/s200/IMG_0119.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300657356445833490" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-3yG9YH5I/AAAAAAAAAcU/IpaUsDo8_aI/s1600-h/IMG_0117.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 168px; height: 125px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-3yG9YH5I/AAAAAAAAAcU/IpaUsDo8_aI/s200/IMG_0117.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300657357927751570" border="0" /></a><br />The scenery, appetizer and the candles...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-3W1lhAOI/AAAAAAAAAb8/z9pqN1kt4sQ/s1600-h/RNL_0080.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 174px; height: 116px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-3W1lhAOI/AAAAAAAAAb8/z9pqN1kt4sQ/s200/RNL_0080.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300656889407799522" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-3XBEFlJI/AAAAAAAAAcE/kCXM3smkwss/s1600-h/RNL_0082.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 173px; height: 116px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-3XBEFlJI/AAAAAAAAAcE/kCXM3smkwss/s200/RNL_0082.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300656892488815762" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-3XKXXEeI/AAAAAAAAAcM/umsEqBb-lVM/s1600-h/RNL_0083.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 175px; height: 117px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY-3XKXXEeI/AAAAAAAAAcM/umsEqBb-lVM/s200/RNL_0083.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300656894985572834" border="0" /></a><br />The food!! Yummy....<br /><br />We went back to the Inn for the night. Wait for my next post!!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-16913433849009804372009-02-08T22:59:00.017+08:002009-02-09T23:12:35.177+08:00My Bali Trip - Part 1<div style="text-align: justify;">It has been quite some time from the real thing but as I had explained from the previous blog, I think you guys will understand. The Bali trip was planned long before we got married, we purchased the tickets after our engagement, back in February 2008. After discussing, Abang and I would like to make this trip a "dry" trip. No diving, just spending time discovering Bali in 6 nights with just IDR5million (yeay... we are millionaires... hehehhe it was about RM1500) spending money. Mummy had send us to the airport and we took the three hours flight to Bali. Huh.. it was a bit stress out spending that three hours in the flight but nevertheless we arrived safely at Denpasar Airport. The airport was impressive as a lot international flights came in.<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8M2p8Ip7I/AAAAAAAAAX0/kwtJj9a46ik/s1600-h/IMG_0020.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 174px; height: 130px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8M2p8Ip7I/AAAAAAAAAX0/kwtJj9a46ik/s200/IMG_0020.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300469419548911538" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8M2iXqDeI/AAAAAAAAAX8/bdElHfm9a4A/s1600-h/IMG_0023.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 175px; height: 131px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8M2iXqDeI/AAAAAAAAAX8/bdElHfm9a4A/s200/IMG_0023.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300469417516862946" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8OG1vn3uI/AAAAAAAAAYc/25xKWsESZhw/s1600-h/IMG_0037.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 176px; height: 132px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8OG1vn3uI/AAAAAAAAAYc/25xKWsESZhw/s200/IMG_0037.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300470797107191522" border="0" /></a><br />(1)Crocodile hunter queuing... (2)While waiting to depart... (3)Taxing to runaway 32 Right...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8M20kFFZI/AAAAAAAAAYM/rFKLVGJwDj0/s1600-h/IMG_0042.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 176px; height: 132px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8M20kFFZI/AAAAAAAAAYM/rFKLVGJwDj0/s200/IMG_0042.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300469422400804242" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8M2zvsaOI/AAAAAAAAAYE/0HZl0QbEqWk/s1600-h/IMG_0028.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 175px; height: 132px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8M2zvsaOI/AAAAAAAAAYE/0HZl0QbEqWk/s200/IMG_0028.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300469422181083362" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8M2xdeDvI/AAAAAAAAAYU/oSfFbnj2f90/s1600-h/IMG_0051.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 174px; height: 131px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8M2xdeDvI/AAAAAAAAAYU/oSfFbnj2f90/s200/IMG_0051.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300469421567774450" border="0" /></a><br />On Malaysia's and Indonesia's airspace<br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">We took a taxi IDR50,000 (RM15) to Poppies Lane 1, heading to Ayu Beach Inn, hoping there is a room for us as I did not book any room ahead. Just wanted being free and easy this time. Heheheheh.. Luckily there are rooms available and we paid around IDR150,000 (RM45) per night for a room with a queen size four poster bed and a single bed. We paid for two nights. After putting our stuff in the room, we headed to Kuta beach which is only 5 minutes walk from the hotel. There are all types of people around there, it was cool. Being very hungry, we walked around to find Arby's, a fast food being recommended by REZA AZIZ (King's Studio) which should be just around the corner but after walking nearly 45 minutes we gave up. We went to McDonald's, the one situated besides Matahari, not the one nearby the beach. We bought 2 large set with an extra burger and it cost us less than RM30. The chili sauce was a turn off for us, it was a bit different from the ones in Malaysia. After enjoying our meal, we headed back to the inn and on the way back we bought an adapter, to be used recharging the batteries for the cameras. Both of us too, got to bed early recharging ourself for the next day trip.<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8OHL3o_jI/AAAAAAAAAY0/boR4P9zWZwo/s1600-h/IMG_0060.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 174px; height: 131px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8OHL3o_jI/AAAAAAAAAY0/boR4P9zWZwo/s200/IMG_0060.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300470803046399538" border="0" /></a> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8OHFhewvI/AAAAAAAAAYs/IkS1P3G1xn4/s1600-h/IMG_0059.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 174px; height: 131px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8OHFhewvI/AAAAAAAAAYs/IkS1P3G1xn4/s200/IMG_0059.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300470801342841586" border="0" /> </a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8OG0GUabI/AAAAAAAAAYk/YQ1BuWga15Y/s1600-h/IMG_0058.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 175px; height: 132px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8OG0GUabI/AAAAAAAAAYk/YQ1BuWga15Y/s200/IMG_0058.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5300470796665514418" border="0" /></a><br />(1)My burger... (2)Saos sambal... no.. no... (3)My Hubby's... Big Mac...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SY8OHFhewvI/AAAAAAAAAYs/IkS1P3G1xn4/s1600-h/IMG_0059.jpg"> </a>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-25699183062576156552009-02-08T22:42:00.002+08:002009-02-08T22:54:12.153+08:00empty...Just came back from a walk with hubby. Trying to kill the time. I am still on MC until Tuesday. Had already excepted the fact that the baby is not with me anymore. But my body still acting like I am still pregnant, feeling nausea, the metallic taste in my mouth, very sensitive to smell and my breast had started lactating. I hope it will go off soon as I could not take this anymore.<br /><br />I am getting healthier and I hope I can recover as soon as possible. I am glad hubby is always there for me. All the way through. It was not easy, experiencing this moment but I am glad that I had the chance to feel it. At least I could understand the feeling that other women had experienced. <br /><br />To my hubby, thanks again. I love you. Even though I felt empty, you filled me up.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-39029394582306694522009-02-04T19:13:00.003+08:002009-02-08T14:36:01.543+08:00new year??I had been planning of writing since after the trip to Bali. There was so many thing to share.. One day I will write about it.. Maybe these few days.. Planned to write as soon as we arrived home.. But my morning sickness had made my desire on writing it fade away.. <br /><br />Morning sickness?? yes... Just after Hari Raya Aidil Adha I took a pregnancy test and it was positive... It was confirmed when I went to Hospital Ampang for my appointment.. The morning sickness was quite ok... I had it mostly on the evening, tiring but I had gone through it with good supports from my hubby and family.. <br /><br />On the 31st December 2008, I went to visit my gynea at Kuantan Specialist Hospital and the baby was growing in a good shape... So I went back to IPBA happily for my pre-internship course.. <br /><br />The course was ok but the idea of being there was sickening... I prayed all the time that it will end as soon as possible.. Then it comes when we were to be sent to our new school.. The 10 of us was divided by 2 groups, 5 in the SBP group and the other 5 in the daily school group.. As us in the SBP group was given the choice to pick our own school.. There are 6 schools listed and I choose SSP..<br /><br />I commute for the first week to school.. It was tiring and it was the first time I had a spotting which I ignored it due to its amount. I applied for the school's quarters for teacher and this b*&%$ (who stayed previously) had taken her own sweet time to move few small things from the house.. <br /><br />I was due for another appointment at Hospital Ampang on the 19th but feeling uneasy of leaving school on my second week of work made me did not go. I moved in to my new house that day where there was another spotting that day.. The next day the b*&%# came and see me and harassed me because I moved in to early.. At that point I was to tired to argue, my body was adapting to the new condition and the commuting had burn me off. I told her about my spotting and as a woman I expected she will understand. But what I get from her was "itu cerita lain, yang penting Lily dah ceroboh rumah saya"... hello... that is not your house!! You should have cleared everything before the school starts!! I was a bit depressed on the day but told no one.<br /><br />The eagerly Chinese New Year holidays finally arrived. I went back to Kuantan on monday where another spotting with fresh blood had occurred. This was the first time I had fresh blood spotting and without any delay I went to visit a doctor the next day. The result was shocking.. my baby had not develop and the sac was not with the shape it should be. I tried not to accept the news but I was in tears when I told my hubby about it. I decided to visit my regular gynea for further examination the next day and planned to go to do my d&c at Hospital Putrajaya.<br /><br />My gynea had confirmed the news. My baby had not develop since the 9th week, the week when I was at IPBA. So she had given me two choices, let it came out normally or d&c, but the d&c procedure must be done that day or the next day. Worrying that Hospital Putrajaya could not do it in such short time, I did it in Kuantan. Simple procedure where I was out for 40 minutes, I was in no pain but I was in tears when the stretcher came out from the operation theater. I just felt empty.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-71919635606886150932008-11-20T17:07:00.002+08:002008-11-20T17:21:51.778+08:00SICK!!I know everyone hates of being sick.. I was quite sick earlier this year and I am quite sick now.. Every time I fell sick I really appreciated the times I was healthy.. Being able to do anything, to eat everything and so on..<br /><br />When I am sick, I felt very hopeless on not being able to do things I usually do. I am the independent type of person, I don't mind going places alone and I don't even mind eating alone in public places. Even though I am married I am still very independent. <br /><br />Talking about the topic of being sick, I have to good friends who are very sick now. One with multiple sclerosis (From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia: Multiple sclerosis (abbreviated MS, also known as disseminated sclerosis or encephalomyelitis disseminata) is an autoimmune condition in which the immune system attacks the central nervous system, leading to demyelination. Disease onset usually occurs in young adults, and it is more common in women.) and the other one is with meningitis (From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia: Meningitis is a medical condition caused by inflammation of the protective membranes covering the brain and spinal cord, known collectively as the meninges. The inflammation is usually caused by infection with viruses, bacteria, or other microorganisms but may also arise due to certain drugs, or other diseases. Meningitis is potentially life threatening due to the inflammation's proximity to the brain and spinal cord; it is therefore a medical emergency.) The one with meningitis is in coma now. Thinking of both of them I am glad that I still far healthier even though I am quite sick now.<br /><br />All these years I have learn that we must live our life to the fullest in all means just for things like this. Live life to the fullest but not the ones that you will regret later. Ok.. I need my rest now. Hopefully I will recover soon.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-55206128494493993812008-11-11T15:23:00.002+08:002008-11-11T15:27:56.626+08:00I am almost done!! -part threeMy body is aching... I really need a good night sleep... I nearly fell last night when I was at Kelana Jaya sending off Pak Chu... These assignments are killing me... I need my sleep..Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-47589615840779511852008-11-08T17:26:00.004+08:002008-11-08T18:23:36.185+08:00I am almost done!! -part twoThis is my 6 and half years of teaching experience. As other teachers in Malaysia, the long awaited long school holidays are just around the conner. I had actually the whole year studying J language, so I had actually missed the school for the year. No more marking exam papers, marking books, doing tonnes of clerical jobs which had been a big burden for teachers in Malaysia lately. The most important of all, no more school politics which I really hate so much. But this will change, next year I am going to be relocated to a new school and I hope I will start fresh.<br /><br />In August 2007, I had went for the interview for this course. On the interview, Miss A had said to me and to most of the course participant that we will be a better teacher after the course if not a good J language teacher and as we are at the end of the course Miss A's words had came true.<br /><br />The one year course was very tedious, and for me personally the course had been very upsetting. The time spent had should be concentrating on us being a good J language teacher as for the language itself but the times had actually spent on doing things that were a bit inappropriate for me. Further more we had been through an emotional session which had been very upsetting for me and my classmates. Besides the normal school politics scenario it has been a bigger heart breaking scene. We had actually became a better teacher by promising not being like our teachers.<br /><br />I had been in schools that the principal sucks and had made the students suffer but the one I experience was worst as so called 'professionals' did not actually act like one. Be gone with your doctorates or masters.. you guys suck!! Big time!!<br /><br />These are my pledge on being a better teacher after I finished the course:<br /><br />1. I won't be like Miss A. I won't:<br /> a. Talk bad about my boss to my students.<br /> b. Cry in front of my students telling my personal problems.<br /> c. Cry in front of my students in what ever situation. I should be emotionally professional...<br /> d. Ask my students to give feedbacks on my teaching and later not accepting it.<br /> e. Burn my midnight oil and boasting to others about it.<br /> f. Stab my colleague at the back by telling my students my colleague hates them.<br /> g. Put high expectation on my students and denying it later.<br /> h. Joins my students for a meal and later says it out loud regretting it because it is a waste of<br /> time.<br /> i. Ask my students to do reflections but me myself never reflects what happens in my life.<br /> That's why Miss A there are so many people hates you.<br /> j. Boasting on things I had done to my students and ask for recognition for it.<br /> k. Tell bad things about my personal life for sympathy.<br /> l. Think that I am the best.<br /> m. Dress up just only because I feel insecure.<br /> n. Scold my students in front of outsiders.<br /> o. Scold my guess speaker in front of my students.<br /><br />2. I won't be like Dr Z. I won't<br /> a. Feel that "I am the boss so lick my ass people"<br /> b. Ask from my staff to make a birthday party for me.<br /> c. Ask my students their problems and later denying every of it.<br /> d. Scold my students blindly and not knowing there's someone important kid inside the <br /> class.<br /> e. Prefer ass licking staff rather than others.<br /><br />Well the main reason I am writing this is to remind myself later on not being like them.. I had a longer list actually... I will update it time by time.. I am counting my days leaving this hell..Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-71800075678414762502008-11-07T17:13:00.003+08:002008-11-07T17:30:24.095+08:00The road taken...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SRQKlN13S6I/AAAAAAAAAVc/I4cHBbvEeow/s1600-h/17-33-54-sm.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SRQKlN13S6I/AAAAAAAAAVc/I4cHBbvEeow/s400/17-33-54-sm.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5265845498789972898" border="0" /></a><br />I am lost right now.. I don't know either I should feel it this way... But I am damn lost.. In a room full of people I felt alone.. Smiling faces, friendly voices but yet I am still lost... This is not my world.. I don't belong here but this is the road taken... The road I have chosen.. I am not looking back... I am just searching deeper... I hope I can find what I am looking for but again this is not my world... I don't belong here...Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-60061496175322061462008-10-31T14:27:00.003+08:002008-10-31T15:45:25.641+08:00I am almost done!!Location: Section 13, PJ<br />King's Studio<br />Flop Poppy's new album in progress<br /><br />Hie...<br /><br />Well I am actually damn hungry while waiting my dive buddy recording flop poppy's new album. This is the first time I could join him at the studio for this project. Earlier I was busy with my studies, for my final exam which ended today. Thanks to Celcom broadband, now I can be online anytime, anywhere.. (ermm... where there's signal off course.. heheheheh). I am damn glad I finished my final exam.. ermmm not with flying colours but I won't fail.. that's for sure. The only thing left is to finish my assignments (it's with the s... means lots of it..)<br /><br />Opps... nak pergi makan... bye..<br /><br />Ok... had my lunch.. had nasi lemak from the mamak stall in front of the studio... maybe it was the first meal that i can finish it for these few days... with this fever, my appetite had gone down with it... this is the first day since monday i had taken my medicine on time.. i just can't waste my time sleeping before the examination... need to go now.. will try to update more stories later.. bye..Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-43054579540446128052008-08-27T12:07:00.002+08:002008-08-27T13:03:26.476+08:00I DO...Hei...<br /><br />Huh! it has been months since I last updated my blog. Not that I am free now but I am bored to death now so I decided to write something here. I am still stuck in Rawang, another week to go. Praying hard that every second that this will end as soon as possible.<br /><br />Well.. I am still very tired. Not to mention my family (especially from my mom's side), Abang's family and close friends who had worked hard for both receptions. <br /><br />It was around 10.20pm on the 16th of August when Abang successfully says his "akad" in one go. I was a bit frustrated as I was not called out to witnessed it but I was glad Abang had made it. You could ask Suzie and Edda.. I was damn nervous that night, could not even sat quietly for a minute. I was later told that Abang had cracked few jokes infront of the Tok Kadi which made everyone in the house laughing. I knew he was damn nervous that night. From that moment on I am Mrs. Riza..<br /><br />How do I feel? I was asked the same question few times. I was too tired at that time to think a decent answer but I was happy, too happy indeed. I had finally found the one, the one that I wish I will wake up every morning besides him. Will post the pictures later..Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-80629014546863517292008-06-22T11:41:00.004+08:002008-06-22T12:45:40.389+08:00My MC Fest<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SF3Kn8yKlAI/AAAAAAAAAPE/dI5pgt5UsKw/s1600-h/mymc.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SF3Kn8yKlAI/AAAAAAAAAPE/dI5pgt5UsKw/s400/mymc.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5214546731245147138" border="0" /></a><br />Back in early 2000, I recalled a college friend of mine said to me that I am not suitable to follow and see him performed at a underground gig. Yesterday, for the first time I followed my Dive Buddy to a gig where his group performed. Since I knew him the group did not performed in any gigs. We arrived at MCPA Hall around 7pm and Infectious Maggots starts performing around 8++pm. The group performed 7 songs and the crowd enjoyed listening to the music. The crowd had a head banging session with the group which performed before Infectious Maggots but really enjoyed the music while Infectious Maggots performed.<br /><br />It was loud (heheheheh.. what do you aspect from a Metal gig?) but enjoying. I am not a big fan of loud musics but if you really listen to the music you could appreciate it. Any music is art right? At least I had this chance to get to know my Dive Buddy better and he looked sexy on stage hehehehehhee...Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-79252320262269960522008-05-26T20:52:00.003+08:002008-05-26T21:22:05.056+08:00To Whom It May Concern - Tinggalkan Aku<div style="text-align: center; font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><object width="425" height="355"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/p3VC5Dx5D04&hl=en"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/p3VC5Dx5D04&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="355"></embed></object><br /><br />TINGGALKAN AKU<br /><br />Katamu cinta t'lah tiada<br />Sendiri aku menahan pedih ini<br />Hilang semua rasa, habis begitu saja<br />Untuk bersama buat selamanya<br /><br />Katamu dia yang lebih sempurna<br />Dialah di jiwa Dia nafas asmara<br />Bisikan kata-kata akhirmu itu<br />Menusuk jiwaku<br />Kini kau datang untuk kembali<br />Padaku<br /><br />Chorus:<br />Pergi sudah tinggalkan aku<br />Ku tak ingin engkau ada<br />Kembali lagi ke dalam<br />Cerita hidupku ini<br />Kubahagia tanpa dirimu<br />Biar begini adanya aku (karna)<br />Tanpamu kutemukan sinarnya<br /><br />Bisikan kata akhirmu itu<br />Menusuk jiwaku<br />Kini kau datang kembali<br />Padaku lagi<br /><br />Bridge:<br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >Usah lagi kau guris hatiku<br />Ku tak mahu lagi<br />Merasakan hadirmu dalam duniaku<br />Pergilah dari hidupku</span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span> </div><br /><br />Disclaimer:<br />Had received a message from someone I might had mentioned about him in this blog. Just could not belief he just could write that message. For your info.. I am damn tired to bother about you. It's all OVER!! I am happy now and just leave me alone.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" > Bisikan kata-kata akhirmu itu<br />Menusuk jiwaku</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br />- I will never forget nor forgive on what ever you had told me on our last conversation on the 19th August 2005. You had made me felt numb, heartless and heart broken. At that particular date you had made one of the biggest mistake in your life. Maybe the BIGGEST mistake!!<br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" > Usah lagi kau guris hatiku<br />Ku tak mahu lagi<br />Merasakan hadirmu dalam duniaku<br />Pergilah dari hidupku</span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;">- Anyway I am now glad on what had happen to us. At least I had found someone who appreciates me more than you do. I just had enough with you. I just want what you owed me.. that's all... final...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-50364369168267510412008-05-26T16:07:00.003+08:002008-05-26T16:16:25.898+08:00Srikandi Gala Dinner 2008<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SDpxpzmNntI/AAAAAAAAAO8/zErA1A2ErAw/s1600-h/gala+dinner+flyer-small+size.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/SDpxpzmNntI/AAAAAAAAAO8/zErA1A2ErAw/s400/gala+dinner+flyer-small+size.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5204597282419089106" border="0" /></a>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-63172451987622489022008-05-17T23:35:00.003+08:002008-05-18T00:10:13.527+08:00May 2008I had been logging in and out my blog this few days but there are so many things in my head for me to pick the right story to write. I choose the tittle above cause I notice that I had written one blog per month... hehehehehhe.. at least it is better than nothing.<br /><br />I had just finished my mid year exam which I did not do so good (also the rest of my 9 other classmates) heheehhehe.. Was brainwashed by our lecturers for these few days (huh!! never taught I will go through this process again after all these years)..<span style="font-style: italic;"> </span>I had once wrote about my difficulties learning Japanese but I had tried my best to overcome my problems in it.. But I had made a point, either I am proficient enough in Japanese before I start teaching it, I am sure going to be a better teacher as I had refresh my knowledge in the pedagogy and methodology part and I had felt again how I felt as a students. As a teacher, (next June will be my 6th year anniversary as a teacher) I had made lots of mistake during teaching. Being pressured by senior teachers or the school's aim, I had ignored my student's feeling just to achieve fulfill other people dreams (or maybe my own dreams) rather than my student's. <br /><br />After been through all this hardness in studying (even though on half way through-I have another half year to go) I could really felt how my students felt. Being born with a good brain I could never understand how other people could not understand the things I felt easy. I never could understand why my students left blanks on their answer sheets as the question was so easy for me. Now I am in their shoes. I left blanks on my answer sheet. I could not understand even the question for me yet to give the right answer. Now I know how bad it feels, how frustrated my students was struggling to answer the question. I learn a lesson, the hard way. I hope my future life as a teacher I will be more sensitive and understanding.<br /><br />Talking about teaching.. Happy teacher's day for all teachers in Malaysia. Just keep up the good work and if you have the time, just try to refresh your knowledge, you will gain more than the knowledge itself. I did not celebrate this year's teacher's day as I am now a student. Received lots of smses frommy fellow friends though. ermmm and also a gift from my ex-student. That's good enough.<br /><br />Huh I just have so many thing to share. My grandfather, my dad's father had left us after years in pain. He passed away on the 2nd May. May him rest in peace.<br /><br />Started preparing for my wedding. Well, I don't have enough time for my studies let alone my wedding preparation. I will try my best to do the best for it.<br /><br />My dive buddy had been using my boyfriend a lot lately which generates money. I am happy for it as would like to do it earlier but just don't have enough time for it. His pictures are getting better and better (I need to learn from him later) hehehehehehe....<br /><br />I need to stop now. Need some sleep, as minimal as possible, a quality sleep of course before I start digging in my books again.. Hope I could write soon..Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-9571520467398765002008-04-13T00:11:00.002+08:002008-04-13T00:48:46.198+08:00Acute GastritisHuh... it has been months since I last wrote something on my blog. Well.. I have another blog which is in Japanese and made compulsory for me to write something at least one a week at mixi.jp (which I fail to do so) hehehhehehe... I would like to give excuses but it seems to be so lame...<br /><br />My luxury time while I was teaching where I spend most of my time chatting and blogging last time seems to be a history in my life. My new tight schedule had just changed everything. I had my time on line when I stayed at Ocean Elements which I occasionally stay there but I used most of my time on line checking my emails and searching data for my assignments. Even my on-line friends seems 'merajuk'. I have so many things to write but I just don't have the time to do so.<br /><br />My tight schedule had actually effected my health. After my engagement day, I had a bad gastritis. I had gastritis for such a long time ago but the attacks these few months were just unbearable. Due to my brother in-law's suggestion, I agreed on doing endoscopic. I did it last month which was an experience I would love not to repeat it again. The doctor could see that my stomach had some corrosion and infection and I was given some medication for it. The attacks will come whenever I ate something which my tummy could not handle. Visits to the hospitals and clinics became my weekly affair. No pain killer could help me now (and I am not advised to consume more pain killer now) so injections is the only alternative. Whenever I am in pain, I just could see the needle which makes me a sicker person. My last appointment to the hospital my doctor suspects something is wrong with my liver so few tests had been done for it.<br /><br />Well.. besides trying to stay healthy... I just would love to finish my course in one piece. Well... my wedding is coming up soon... I would like to be in one piece for that too.. huh!!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1137990467997030307.post-73353378265861946222008-02-17T19:18:00.005+08:002008-02-17T19:49:04.929+08:00My Engagement Day...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/R7gbZ9BAxAI/AAAAAAAAAOs/H6x46iXNJSs/s1600-h/RNL_0034.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/R7gbZ9BAxAI/AAAAAAAAAOs/H6x46iXNJSs/s400/RNL_0034.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5167910705097131010" border="0" /></a><br />Dear all..<br /><br />Firstly sorry for not posting this earlier... I just don't have the time to write it down.. I had given some hint before but I just wanna make it official first. It was last Saturday, with about 300 guests (yupp... 300.. hehehehehehhe..) which were most of it family members, neighbors, my dad's closest friends and mine the ceremony was more to family gathering.<br /><br />It was very tiring as I was busy with my studies etc but everything went smoothly.. So the big day will be either this July or August... I will write about it... Hehehehehe I have a fiancee now... Errmmm...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/R7gce9BAxBI/AAAAAAAAAO0/BvaJyQ5lfh0/s1600-h/engagement+abg+and+lily+073.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LoW7LRJzrnI/R7gce9BAxBI/AAAAAAAAAO0/BvaJyQ5lfh0/s400/engagement+abg+and+lily+073.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5167911890508104722" border="0" /></a>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06949532755328510777noreply@blogger.com0