Hei...
Huh! it has been months since I last updated my blog. Not that I am free now but I am bored to death now so I decided to write something here. I am still stuck in Rawang, another week to go. Praying hard that every second that this will end as soon as possible.
Well.. I am still very tired. Not to mention my family (especially from my mom's side), Abang's family and close friends who had worked hard for both receptions.
It was around 10.20pm on the 16th of August when Abang successfully says his "akad" in one go. I was a bit frustrated as I was not called out to witnessed it but I was glad Abang had made it. You could ask Suzie and Edda.. I was damn nervous that night, could not even sat quietly for a minute. I was later told that Abang had cracked few jokes infront of the Tok Kadi which made everyone in the house laughing. I knew he was damn nervous that night. From that moment on I am Mrs. Riza..
How do I feel? I was asked the same question few times. I was too tired at that time to think a decent answer but I was happy, too happy indeed. I had finally found the one, the one that I wish I will wake up every morning besides him. Will post the pictures later..
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Sunday, June 22, 2008
My MC Fest
Back in early 2000, I recalled a college friend of mine said to me that I am not suitable to follow and see him performed at a underground gig. Yesterday, for the first time I followed my Dive Buddy to a gig where his group performed. Since I knew him the group did not performed in any gigs. We arrived at MCPA Hall around 7pm and Infectious Maggots starts performing around 8++pm. The group performed 7 songs and the crowd enjoyed listening to the music. The crowd had a head banging session with the group which performed before Infectious Maggots but really enjoyed the music while Infectious Maggots performed.
It was loud (heheheheh.. what do you aspect from a Metal gig?) but enjoying. I am not a big fan of loud musics but if you really listen to the music you could appreciate it. Any music is art right? At least I had this chance to get to know my Dive Buddy better and he looked sexy on stage hehehehehhee...
Monday, May 26, 2008
To Whom It May Concern - Tinggalkan Aku
TINGGALKAN AKU
Katamu cinta t'lah tiada
Sendiri aku menahan pedih ini
Hilang semua rasa, habis begitu saja
Untuk bersama buat selamanya
Katamu dia yang lebih sempurna
Dialah di jiwa Dia nafas asmara
Bisikan kata-kata akhirmu itu
Menusuk jiwaku
Kini kau datang untuk kembali
Padaku
Chorus:
Pergi sudah tinggalkan aku
Ku tak ingin engkau ada
Kembali lagi ke dalam
Cerita hidupku ini
Kubahagia tanpa dirimu
Biar begini adanya aku (karna)
Tanpamu kutemukan sinarnya
Bisikan kata akhirmu itu
Menusuk jiwaku
Kini kau datang kembali
Padaku lagi
Bridge:
Usah lagi kau guris hatiku
Ku tak mahu lagi
Merasakan hadirmu dalam duniaku
Pergilah dari hidupku
Disclaimer:
Had received a message from someone I might had mentioned about him in this blog. Just could not belief he just could write that message. For your info.. I am damn tired to bother about you. It's all OVER!! I am happy now and just leave me alone.
Bisikan kata-kata akhirmu itu
Menusuk jiwaku
- I will never forget nor forgive on what ever you had told me on our last conversation on the 19th August 2005. You had made me felt numb, heartless and heart broken. At that particular date you had made one of the biggest mistake in your life. Maybe the BIGGEST mistake!!
Usah lagi kau guris hatiku
Ku tak mahu lagi
Merasakan hadirmu dalam duniaku
Pergilah dari hidupku
- Anyway I am now glad on what had happen to us. At least I had found someone who appreciates me more than you do. I just had enough with you. I just want what you owed me.. that's all... final...
Saturday, May 17, 2008
May 2008
I had been logging in and out my blog this few days but there are so many things in my head for me to pick the right story to write. I choose the tittle above cause I notice that I had written one blog per month... hehehehehhe.. at least it is better than nothing.
I had just finished my mid year exam which I did not do so good (also the rest of my 9 other classmates) heheehhehe.. Was brainwashed by our lecturers for these few days (huh!! never taught I will go through this process again after all these years).. I had once wrote about my difficulties learning Japanese but I had tried my best to overcome my problems in it.. But I had made a point, either I am proficient enough in Japanese before I start teaching it, I am sure going to be a better teacher as I had refresh my knowledge in the pedagogy and methodology part and I had felt again how I felt as a students. As a teacher, (next June will be my 6th year anniversary as a teacher) I had made lots of mistake during teaching. Being pressured by senior teachers or the school's aim, I had ignored my student's feeling just to achieve fulfill other people dreams (or maybe my own dreams) rather than my student's.
After been through all this hardness in studying (even though on half way through-I have another half year to go) I could really felt how my students felt. Being born with a good brain I could never understand how other people could not understand the things I felt easy. I never could understand why my students left blanks on their answer sheets as the question was so easy for me. Now I am in their shoes. I left blanks on my answer sheet. I could not understand even the question for me yet to give the right answer. Now I know how bad it feels, how frustrated my students was struggling to answer the question. I learn a lesson, the hard way. I hope my future life as a teacher I will be more sensitive and understanding.
Talking about teaching.. Happy teacher's day for all teachers in Malaysia. Just keep up the good work and if you have the time, just try to refresh your knowledge, you will gain more than the knowledge itself. I did not celebrate this year's teacher's day as I am now a student. Received lots of smses frommy fellow friends though. ermmm and also a gift from my ex-student. That's good enough.
Huh I just have so many thing to share. My grandfather, my dad's father had left us after years in pain. He passed away on the 2nd May. May him rest in peace.
Started preparing for my wedding. Well, I don't have enough time for my studies let alone my wedding preparation. I will try my best to do the best for it.
My dive buddy had been using my boyfriend a lot lately which generates money. I am happy for it as would like to do it earlier but just don't have enough time for it. His pictures are getting better and better (I need to learn from him later) hehehehehehe....
I need to stop now. Need some sleep, as minimal as possible, a quality sleep of course before I start digging in my books again.. Hope I could write soon..
I had just finished my mid year exam which I did not do so good (also the rest of my 9 other classmates) heheehhehe.. Was brainwashed by our lecturers for these few days (huh!! never taught I will go through this process again after all these years).. I had once wrote about my difficulties learning Japanese but I had tried my best to overcome my problems in it.. But I had made a point, either I am proficient enough in Japanese before I start teaching it, I am sure going to be a better teacher as I had refresh my knowledge in the pedagogy and methodology part and I had felt again how I felt as a students. As a teacher, (next June will be my 6th year anniversary as a teacher) I had made lots of mistake during teaching. Being pressured by senior teachers or the school's aim, I had ignored my student's feeling just to achieve fulfill other people dreams (or maybe my own dreams) rather than my student's.
After been through all this hardness in studying (even though on half way through-I have another half year to go) I could really felt how my students felt. Being born with a good brain I could never understand how other people could not understand the things I felt easy. I never could understand why my students left blanks on their answer sheets as the question was so easy for me. Now I am in their shoes. I left blanks on my answer sheet. I could not understand even the question for me yet to give the right answer. Now I know how bad it feels, how frustrated my students was struggling to answer the question. I learn a lesson, the hard way. I hope my future life as a teacher I will be more sensitive and understanding.
Talking about teaching.. Happy teacher's day for all teachers in Malaysia. Just keep up the good work and if you have the time, just try to refresh your knowledge, you will gain more than the knowledge itself. I did not celebrate this year's teacher's day as I am now a student. Received lots of smses frommy fellow friends though. ermmm and also a gift from my ex-student. That's good enough.
Huh I just have so many thing to share. My grandfather, my dad's father had left us after years in pain. He passed away on the 2nd May. May him rest in peace.
Started preparing for my wedding. Well, I don't have enough time for my studies let alone my wedding preparation. I will try my best to do the best for it.
My dive buddy had been using my boyfriend a lot lately which generates money. I am happy for it as would like to do it earlier but just don't have enough time for it. His pictures are getting better and better (I need to learn from him later) hehehehehehe....
I need to stop now. Need some sleep, as minimal as possible, a quality sleep of course before I start digging in my books again.. Hope I could write soon..
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Acute Gastritis
Huh... it has been months since I last wrote something on my blog. Well.. I have another blog which is in Japanese and made compulsory for me to write something at least one a week at mixi.jp (which I fail to do so) hehehhehehe... I would like to give excuses but it seems to be so lame...
My luxury time while I was teaching where I spend most of my time chatting and blogging last time seems to be a history in my life. My new tight schedule had just changed everything. I had my time on line when I stayed at Ocean Elements which I occasionally stay there but I used most of my time on line checking my emails and searching data for my assignments. Even my on-line friends seems 'merajuk'. I have so many things to write but I just don't have the time to do so.
My tight schedule had actually effected my health. After my engagement day, I had a bad gastritis. I had gastritis for such a long time ago but the attacks these few months were just unbearable. Due to my brother in-law's suggestion, I agreed on doing endoscopic. I did it last month which was an experience I would love not to repeat it again. The doctor could see that my stomach had some corrosion and infection and I was given some medication for it. The attacks will come whenever I ate something which my tummy could not handle. Visits to the hospitals and clinics became my weekly affair. No pain killer could help me now (and I am not advised to consume more pain killer now) so injections is the only alternative. Whenever I am in pain, I just could see the needle which makes me a sicker person. My last appointment to the hospital my doctor suspects something is wrong with my liver so few tests had been done for it.
Well.. besides trying to stay healthy... I just would love to finish my course in one piece. Well... my wedding is coming up soon... I would like to be in one piece for that too.. huh!!
My luxury time while I was teaching where I spend most of my time chatting and blogging last time seems to be a history in my life. My new tight schedule had just changed everything. I had my time on line when I stayed at Ocean Elements which I occasionally stay there but I used most of my time on line checking my emails and searching data for my assignments. Even my on-line friends seems 'merajuk'. I have so many things to write but I just don't have the time to do so.
My tight schedule had actually effected my health. After my engagement day, I had a bad gastritis. I had gastritis for such a long time ago but the attacks these few months were just unbearable. Due to my brother in-law's suggestion, I agreed on doing endoscopic. I did it last month which was an experience I would love not to repeat it again. The doctor could see that my stomach had some corrosion and infection and I was given some medication for it. The attacks will come whenever I ate something which my tummy could not handle. Visits to the hospitals and clinics became my weekly affair. No pain killer could help me now (and I am not advised to consume more pain killer now) so injections is the only alternative. Whenever I am in pain, I just could see the needle which makes me a sicker person. My last appointment to the hospital my doctor suspects something is wrong with my liver so few tests had been done for it.
Well.. besides trying to stay healthy... I just would love to finish my course in one piece. Well... my wedding is coming up soon... I would like to be in one piece for that too.. huh!!
Sunday, February 17, 2008
My Engagement Day...
Dear all..
Firstly sorry for not posting this earlier... I just don't have the time to write it down.. I had given some hint before but I just wanna make it official first. It was last Saturday, with about 300 guests (yupp... 300.. hehehehehehhe..) which were most of it family members, neighbors, my dad's closest friends and mine the ceremony was more to family gathering.
It was very tiring as I was busy with my studies etc but everything went smoothly.. So the big day will be either this July or August... I will write about it... Hehehehehe I have a fiancee now... Errmmm...
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