Closing my eyes...

Closing my eyes,
I could see a myself,
In a new different world,
Peace, quite, calm and beautiful.

Closing my eyes,
I could feel myself,
In the real world,
Restless, tired, frustrated and sad,
Trying my best to keep my sanity.

Closing my eyes,
I could hear my heart screaming,
Trying to tell something,
Something that I deny,
Aching, lost, scared and lonely,
Trying my best to give the best.

Closing my eyes,
I could feel two different world,
Clashing inside me,
Where should I go,
What should I do,
Closing my eyes again,
Trying to forget everything.